Needing Some Support

Jan 22, 2010 17:22

 Hey everyone, first, just let me say that I am definitely human. I finally broke my diet and had a major binge and I am very upset. I ate icing and cupcakes and pudding and chips and crackers and kraft dinner and everything else I can think of. The worst of it is, after I ate it all, I purged almost all of it up. I am feeling really disgusting now and guilty. I was just so scared about becoming fat again. I never want to be over 120 pounds again, and it worries me all of the time. I would really love some support from you ladies as I am just feeling really down right now and disappointed in myself. I have been so good this eight weeks, so its not horrible that I have had this one binge, but I am still upset about everything. About the food and the purging (which is just gross). Sorry that I let you guys down who were so inspired by my journey.
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