starting on a fresh new page
So here I am, three years later, ready to start on a brand new page.
Writing on a page that has been shoved and hidden for the sake of keeping on a smile. I'm still not quite sure if Livejournal fed the monster that was growing or had helped control it. However, after these blissful years I decided it's necessary to open up the creative flow I once had. In all honesty, it feels as though it's been suppressed for far too long. I'm ready to open up again. I'm ready to feel whole, yet partial again. I'm ready to allow myself to be, me.
So here I am, an adult now.
With responsibilities that condone me as an adult now. I feel much older now, with a more optimistic view of the world than previously. Yet, at the same time I'm cynical about the future. It may be easier to feel optimistic since the future lies within my hands, but it's easier to be cynical when you're just among many.
This is my method of conveying it all.
Writing on a page that has been shoved and hidden for the sake of keeping on a smile. I'm still not quite sure if Livejournal fed the monster that was growing or had helped control it. However, after these blissful years I decided it's necessary to open up the creative flow I once had. In all honesty, it feels as though it's been suppressed for far too long. I'm ready to open up again. I'm ready to feel whole, yet partial again. I'm ready to allow myself to be, me.
So here I am, an adult now.
With responsibilities that condone me as an adult now. I feel much older now, with a more optimistic view of the world than previously. Yet, at the same time I'm cynical about the future. It may be easier to feel optimistic since the future lies within my hands, but it's easier to be cynical when you're just among many.
This is my method of conveying it all.