Sep 09, 2011 16:44
Well I am trying really hard to be positive...but being alone on a friday night is hard
Made harder by the fact that he has deleted me off facebook.........I am thinking of a lot of things, the people I wish I could hang out, the places I wish I could go, could have would have should have.
Being positive also means being busy, and working out seems to be helping with that. I've worked out intensely every day this week, and already did one today and might go do another one soon. I have a new book to read and thank god I have next week to look forward to. I need to write more and catch up with my journal, and I need to find new people in my life.
That is all
God I hate Fridays, who ever thought someone like me would be saying that
I CAN NOT believe he deleted me, guess this no contact stuff was serious
sigh