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It kills me to think that I have been to the hospital 3 times in 3 days and you have no idea...
What happened to us? Is it weird that after all this I still see a glimmer of hope? Maybe I'm feeling lonely? Or maybe I believe that no matter what happens we will eventually end up together?
As I lay in bed at night and think about us, I can't help but wonder what it would have taken for you to fight for us. Why is it ok for us to be this way right now? Why not NOT accept it, hand over every penny on a daily basis, msg me email me, FIGHT and get us to neutral ground so we can start climbing up. I stayed up past midnight and watched the date change from the 23 to the 24. I still think of you every month on the 23...
That will always be our day.
What happened to us? Is it weird that after all this I still see a glimmer of hope? Maybe I'm feeling lonely? Or maybe I believe that no matter what happens we will eventually end up together?
As I lay in bed at night and think about us, I can't help but wonder what it would have taken for you to fight for us. Why is it ok for us to be this way right now? Why not NOT accept it, hand over every penny on a daily basis, msg me email me, FIGHT and get us to neutral ground so we can start climbing up. I stayed up past midnight and watched the date change from the 23 to the 24. I still think of you every month on the 23...
That will always be our day.