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So..an update.
Max and I are on a break. It's long and complicated and he's not happy about it..neither am I really. But it's for the best. At least I hope it is. For one - it'll keep him safe. He won't get arrested. For two - it'll give me some time to get my shit together so I can stop freaking out on him for no reason.
I still love him and I'm not going to date around. He knows that(I think..). He really didn't seem happy about the idea, but...it's going to work out. This doesn't have to be the end if he doesn't want it to be.
But I feel better. I feel like maybe if he doesn't decide to end it because of this whole break thing, we might not be doomed. I felt we were doomed before.
Max and I are on a break. It's long and complicated and he's not happy about it..neither am I really. But it's for the best. At least I hope it is. For one - it'll keep him safe. He won't get arrested. For two - it'll give me some time to get my shit together so I can stop freaking out on him for no reason.
I still love him and I'm not going to date around. He knows that(I think..). He really didn't seem happy about the idea, but...it's going to work out. This doesn't have to be the end if he doesn't want it to be.
But I feel better. I feel like maybe if he doesn't decide to end it because of this whole break thing, we might not be doomed. I felt we were doomed before.