So many years later
Hi LJ. I think maybe 1 person is out there anymore. But still you are home for this sort of thing so I'll post it here.
There are many details but the core of this post is simple. By finally stripping life so bare, so small I really am seeing what to put back in and how and why. For example -- warm clothes -- not needed to just sit inside. Before they were there to go big hiking. Now perhaps they are there simply to be able to sit on the back porch and look at the stars and be in wonder. Simple.
I'm reexamining my formal faith due to some requests on me and it is interesting to see how all these other practices allowed me to perhaps open up to the original. But not in the 'the others were wrong' way but rather they taught me to see and what I saw was same. Strange. And beautiful.
And lastly for now the people that surround are so powerful. There stories domaniate so much. Is it now that their doubt is gone that I'm letting myself re-explore some of these things that have been inside for a bit.
Freedom to be me.
Be true to myself. And Change.
There are many details but the core of this post is simple. By finally stripping life so bare, so small I really am seeing what to put back in and how and why. For example -- warm clothes -- not needed to just sit inside. Before they were there to go big hiking. Now perhaps they are there simply to be able to sit on the back porch and look at the stars and be in wonder. Simple.
I'm reexamining my formal faith due to some requests on me and it is interesting to see how all these other practices allowed me to perhaps open up to the original. But not in the 'the others were wrong' way but rather they taught me to see and what I saw was same. Strange. And beautiful.
And lastly for now the people that surround are so powerful. There stories domaniate so much. Is it now that their doubt is gone that I'm letting myself re-explore some of these things that have been inside for a bit.
Freedom to be me.
Be true to myself. And Change.