bad new and good news
THis week was absolutley the worst week of my life but yet it was one of my happiest....My heart got thrown around but yet God showed me in the weirdest way it dosnt matter cause he is holding my heart...I dont know sounds stupid but i know what im talking about....WEll umm yesterday this week was spiritual week in school...Yo Marc was sent by God to timothy to talk to ME....Like if God could slap me around any more i think i would be a mental retart....Yo its like when your in like 2nd grade and you want to play kickball and your always the last one kick...That is how it was with my calling from God...Yo i tried everything before i actually could say LORD HERE I AM...It is so crazy my call from GOD cant be anymore real...Me and James talk for a good 30 minutes and like he totally understood...Like if i said God show if its really you i would be stupid like the only thing he can do is write it in the sky....God is sooo clear to me like it isnt some little voice saying pick me...He is freaken screaming my name yo and i can do nothing but follow..even though the ministy is something i dread doing but it has to be done...There is a freaken revival going on and if I sit here and pass it up i will send myself to hell....Do you know how easy it is now to bring people to God after this movie...im speaking to myself as well as everyone else....GET OFF YOUR LAZY BUTTS and do something...i mean you dont even have to be like a freaken bible neard to talk to people...HAVE YOU SEEN THE PASSION...wow is that so hard to ask someone lost.....the thing that got me thinken is when marc Cahill said every second 2 people die...and bye the time u lay your head on your bed at night 1500 people die and the chanllenge was DO YOU CARE...AND IF YOU DO are u willing to step out of your comfort zone to do something about it!!!...IT is crazy...PLAESE PRAY FOR ME this call is so real ive finally egnaloged it and no longer running but SATAN HAS DONE NOTHING BUT TRY TO KILL ME.....He has got someone to toy with my heart...he got me unfocused in school....LIke i dont know y im telling you people this but think about it....really I want to challange all of you to seriously stop being lazy and get out there and talk to someone....cause it will be two late...I really think we are the generation to see GOd come back....and when he comes back to you want to see God crying because u failed him or crying and say YOU ARE ME GOOD AND FAITHFUL servant....this is just something to think about...Dont let this movie opportunity pass its such an easy too and if i can do it anyone can seriously.....well im out ill update after the ILL party going on today...PE@CE