MRS. KEEFFE

Oct 23, 2007 13:35

I do everything I can to destroy what I have, every time. And I dont blink an eye lash at doing it again. If its what I want, I just do it, and disregard others feelings. I could care less more often than not. This isn't something I'm proud of. I think its just a defense mechanism to avoid having to REALLY have a relationship. I half ass every one I have had since I was a kid. Cheating and lieing constantly. Making people believe me, this fake person I am. And its normal for me. TILL - I dont get my way.

Then I self destruct in every direction till some one comes and saves me.
Only to start the cycle again.
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