Giving Into Temptation

[theressa]

Hours later I can still smell him. Doing everything I can to perserve the smile he leaves me with. I know I'm not what he wants. But the way he makes me feel... I'd sell my soul at times. I could stare at him for days. But he'll never feel the same way back... not now or ever. If he'd just not make me laugh or look at me the way he does... maybe I could forget but I haven't and wont. So there I lay pretending that the reason I'm not getting out of bed isn't because I'm still taking in his cologne.

The sweet bliss of dipping into what you can't have is intoxicating.

I just wasn't ready for it to be over.