Mark my words- You will RUE this day! Be gone! START RUEING!
A bunch of little things have been annoying me lately. People have been bothering me. I don't feel like writing why, mainly because I can't pin point why. I'm just annoyed. Actually, I probably couldn't even decide who, either.
I'm just...feeling ignored I guess. That's sort of new because usually there's always someone who I can hang out with, but the other day I totally realized that pretty much every single one of my friends has some form of a secret that they didn't want to tell me.
When I ask I'm answered with "no, it's nothing." or "no, you don't want to know." Normally I'm just like "ok, whatever." But lately EVERYONE'S been telling me that when I ask anything. It's starting to get to be too much.
I feel like people don't care about me enough to tell me anything. Is it because I'm never around when anyone feels like talking? Maybe people think I'll judge them. I don't know. Maybe people really don't care.
Ok, so if you bothered enough to read that, which I doubt, then I'm sorry it was so depressing. I needed to get it out somewhere.
I love you guys, but I'm so looking forward to getting out of here and meeting new kids in college. Is that bad? Am I supposed to not care that I'm leaving my friends of 6+ years? Maybe that's bad. What's wrong with me? Maybe I'll start missing people when it gets closer to leaving time.
My daddy bought me an Iona sweatshirt. I'm wearing it right now.
OH! And Mark left me this comment on MySpace which is totally hysterical:
"i just felt like telling you that i was waiting to take a left into carousel mall today and i was the first in line at the light and you drove past me going the other way. it was at like 3:45 today. and you were clearly singing in the car. and i smiled, because i do that too"
gotta love it. It made me feel a bit better. I'm glad my performace in a car amuses others.
Dude, you better not take the previous sentence the wrong way. :P
Ima dork
I'm just...feeling ignored I guess. That's sort of new because usually there's always someone who I can hang out with, but the other day I totally realized that pretty much every single one of my friends has some form of a secret that they didn't want to tell me.
When I ask I'm answered with "no, it's nothing." or "no, you don't want to know." Normally I'm just like "ok, whatever." But lately EVERYONE'S been telling me that when I ask anything. It's starting to get to be too much.
I feel like people don't care about me enough to tell me anything. Is it because I'm never around when anyone feels like talking? Maybe people think I'll judge them. I don't know. Maybe people really don't care.
Ok, so if you bothered enough to read that, which I doubt, then I'm sorry it was so depressing. I needed to get it out somewhere.
I love you guys, but I'm so looking forward to getting out of here and meeting new kids in college. Is that bad? Am I supposed to not care that I'm leaving my friends of 6+ years? Maybe that's bad. What's wrong with me? Maybe I'll start missing people when it gets closer to leaving time.
My daddy bought me an Iona sweatshirt. I'm wearing it right now.
OH! And Mark left me this comment on MySpace which is totally hysterical:
"i just felt like telling you that i was waiting to take a left into carousel mall today and i was the first in line at the light and you drove past me going the other way. it was at like 3:45 today. and you were clearly singing in the car. and i smiled, because i do that too"
gotta love it. It made me feel a bit better. I'm glad my performace in a car amuses others.
Dude, you better not take the previous sentence the wrong way. :P
Ima dork