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[thereshegoes_]

things are a little bit ridiculous again. they were really bad last week. then they got okay for a few days. and now they're halfway shitty. oh well. nothing is ever going to be perfect with anyone. ever.

the day after valentines day is funny because you can tell which teachers got laid, almost got laid, and got rejected.
id give you examples but i know theres a fucking bitch out there somewhere who would tell.
actually...the day after valentines day is really gross for that reason. haha.

i dont think a few people know how much they mean to me.
there are a few people (alexis, kelsey..just to name a few) who i think dont know how much i love them.
(there are others. dont think im leaving you out.)
but these people...they tell me they love me everyday and it means a lot to me.
it improves my day a lot. i look forward to hearing 3 words from them.
thats a huge thing to me because a year or so ago, that wouldnt have been enough for me.
but it is now.
thank you.

i could write about the unfolding shit that is going on, but i wont.
all im going to say is..i feel a hell of a lot closer to some people.
and i feel a hell of a lot farther away from other people.
and im really fucking glad for some of it.