Err...
Is it bad that I burst into tears in a church and kept asking for a knife? :(
Mostly because Eva's being a brat. She's my best friend, and I love her like a sister, but... oh my friggin God.
So here's the story: It was at a youth group all-nighter for her Baptist church. Josh calls me on my cell before service starts and we talk for about 30 minutes. Eva takes the phone, so I had to say quickly, "Eva wants to talk to you," and she starts harassing him to go out with me. I like Josh... I like him a lot... but I'm not gunna be like, "DATE ME OR I WILL KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!" like some stupid teen angster. So then she's like, "Think about it and call us back." And she fucking hangs up on him. Well, then a few hours later at like 2:30 am, I start crying. And I really just couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to call him. Eva, the little bitch that she can be, doesn't let me call him with my own friggin cell phone! She just says, "If you call him, you'll just make things worse." Well, SHE was the one who made things so bad in the first place! SHE was the one that keeps ruining all chances I have to talk to Josh. Arrrgh...
So yeah, my weekend was pretty shitty. And it's Sunday. I'm a really really tired. And some Aaron guy is in love with me, and I don't like him at all. He decided to tell me his fucking life story... "My dad left at 8, my mom shoves religion down my throat... blahblahblahangstangst" Oh my God, get this kid a waaaahmbulance!
It's nice how his hair is so dark then his beard and such are like... ORANGE. hehehe...
AHAHAHAHA!! *dies* He's got my shirt on. I love this picture. He's so adorable when he smiles. He's like a hobbit. But with Dave Navarro hair. Awww, I love Josh... :) But he doesn't love me (at least not in the way I want him to) back... :( I want to squeeze his face. Hehe, I love his round it is.
Yes, so that's the boy that I love right now. *sigh* I want to talk to him. Right now. I have his phone number. But I'm too scared to call him... waaah... he gives me such butterflies in my stomach.
And here be Meggy and Eva. They are very adorable and pretty, yes? Sheesh, I wish I looked like them. Meggy looks like Mischa Barton sortof. She's soooo purdah. :)
AND LOOK! I THREW MYSELF IN THERE!! I have such gopher teeth... *sigh* And of course, Eva has the stupid, "Uhh... wtf?" face on. Hehe...