A morning
Feeling volatile this morning. I think it takes a strong person that if they find themselves ticked off at the world to look back on them and realize “maybe it’s me?” Wish I could slow down enough to work on my relationships with family, friends.
I know it’s me. Nothing suits me.. and I mean NOTHING. Except Evey…her laugh is always the bright spot in my day. I love that little girl so much. I’ve started a journal for her so mommy can talk to her; thoughts and feelings, what she’s doing, words she says. One day she can know me as a person… not just someone who “makes the rules”. Always wish I would have had more time to know my mom as “Diane”. I was always scared to talk to my mom. I do NOT want to raise Evey like that.
Might look at furniture this weekend. I HATE our sofas; no support what so ever. I would like leather to deal with the cat hair, but we’ll see what we can find.
I had a Banana and Nutella cupcake last night. Foodgasm.
I know it’s me. Nothing suits me.. and I mean NOTHING. Except Evey…her laugh is always the bright spot in my day. I love that little girl so much. I’ve started a journal for her so mommy can talk to her; thoughts and feelings, what she’s doing, words she says. One day she can know me as a person… not just someone who “makes the rules”. Always wish I would have had more time to know my mom as “Diane”. I was always scared to talk to my mom. I do NOT want to raise Evey like that.
Might look at furniture this weekend. I HATE our sofas; no support what so ever. I would like leather to deal with the cat hair, but we’ll see what we can find.
I had a Banana and Nutella cupcake last night. Foodgasm.