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Summer and Erics reception was pretty fun. Lot different from the last time I was at Ralphs. Totally weird group of people there. Lots of people from school, Captain Morgann was there and I would guess army~ish people and then some adults which again guess would be like people their parents know. It was odd but cool. They look happy.
Nick birthday party was fun. Very laid back, but fun. I think he had a nice time. He was saying how he can't wait for school to be out. Try knowing you got two more years left. That sucks way more than a couple months! Right now he's majorly stressing about the validictorian announcements that should be made soon. He's worked really hard to get it, so I hope he does. The hunt for their house is still on. When I had time last week I went with them looking. There were a couple neat ones. But they can't make up their mind for anything. And they say girls are indecisive!
Mr.Giles and Anya, Willow and Tara are gone. They left this weekend. Anya and I never did find time to have dinner, things got so busy. Mostly with trying to get Tristan up to speed at the shop. He looks like an animal caught in headlights. Except when he just kinda starts laughing for no reason. He's an odd one, but like I said odd works. They've only been gone a couple days so so far I been able to handle things. Tristan can work the cash register. But I told him no way was I doing the dance of capitalism! His girlfriend or friend who is a girl has stopped in to see him. I think she finds him funny too. He introduced me as his lifeline who hopefully wants to quit school to run thing. I told him summer break wasn't that far away really! But Tatiana seems cool. Though I have to laugh, Tristan and Tatiana? Sounds like characters from a romance novel.
The 'rents don't seem overly happy with the amount of time I'm working or out. I don't understand that at all. I'm still holding good grades or well at least the same grades I've always had. Its not like I'm going out to wild parties and doing drugs or something. I go to school, soccer practice, work and I hang out with Nick. I could be a hundred times worse. Though for some odd reason, Momma was asking me what kinda stuff we sold at the shop. I was all um you know those sill crystals and good luck charms and stuff. It was just weird and out of the blue.
I didn't realize it was April again already until I was looking at the calendar today. There I was looking at the date on an invoice and I got this sick feeling. I hate April. Hate it with a passion. A year and three days ago one of my best friends was nearly killed by his dad, saved by some demon that ended up killing both his parents. And I don't even know how he's doing with it all. A year ago Carlos was here and he told me about the fucked up shit that happens in this town, a year ago we took out the the creepy lunch lady, a year ago Josh killed the principal, threatened Jordan got her to electrocute Jake, a year ago Marcus was in the hospital cause his paints were messed with, a year ago Nick and I couldn't get through a date without something bad happening. And in a few day it'll a be a year since my life stopped being something I recognized and started being this thing place where I barely know who I am anymore. I sorta want to climb into bed and not get out until this month is over. I suppose that isn't an option is it? I suppose I could pretend it's not April, put on the happy, make like the worlds perfect and so am I. Yeah I can do that.
Nick birthday party was fun. Very laid back, but fun. I think he had a nice time. He was saying how he can't wait for school to be out. Try knowing you got two more years left. That sucks way more than a couple months! Right now he's majorly stressing about the validictorian announcements that should be made soon. He's worked really hard to get it, so I hope he does. The hunt for their house is still on. When I had time last week I went with them looking. There were a couple neat ones. But they can't make up their mind for anything. And they say girls are indecisive!
Mr.Giles and Anya, Willow and Tara are gone. They left this weekend. Anya and I never did find time to have dinner, things got so busy. Mostly with trying to get Tristan up to speed at the shop. He looks like an animal caught in headlights. Except when he just kinda starts laughing for no reason. He's an odd one, but like I said odd works. They've only been gone a couple days so so far I been able to handle things. Tristan can work the cash register. But I told him no way was I doing the dance of capitalism! His girlfriend or friend who is a girl has stopped in to see him. I think she finds him funny too. He introduced me as his lifeline who hopefully wants to quit school to run thing. I told him summer break wasn't that far away really! But Tatiana seems cool. Though I have to laugh, Tristan and Tatiana? Sounds like characters from a romance novel.
The 'rents don't seem overly happy with the amount of time I'm working or out. I don't understand that at all. I'm still holding good grades or well at least the same grades I've always had. Its not like I'm going out to wild parties and doing drugs or something. I go to school, soccer practice, work and I hang out with Nick. I could be a hundred times worse. Though for some odd reason, Momma was asking me what kinda stuff we sold at the shop. I was all um you know those sill crystals and good luck charms and stuff. It was just weird and out of the blue.
I didn't realize it was April again already until I was looking at the calendar today. There I was looking at the date on an invoice and I got this sick feeling. I hate April. Hate it with a passion. A year and three days ago one of my best friends was nearly killed by his dad, saved by some demon that ended up killing both his parents. And I don't even know how he's doing with it all. A year ago Carlos was here and he told me about the fucked up shit that happens in this town, a year ago we took out the the creepy lunch lady, a year ago Josh killed the principal, threatened Jordan got her to electrocute Jake, a year ago Marcus was in the hospital cause his paints were messed with, a year ago Nick and I couldn't get through a date without something bad happening. And in a few day it'll a be a year since my life stopped being something I recognized and started being this thing place where I barely know who I am anymore. I sorta want to climb into bed and not get out until this month is over. I suppose that isn't an option is it? I suppose I could pretend it's not April, put on the happy, make like the worlds perfect and so am I. Yeah I can do that.