Will. Stop. Buying. Things.
Seriously the number of clothes i buy per week online/elsewhere are getting way out of hand. Now there are more new clothes that i haven't wear than i can count. And the wardrobes getting rreaallly stuffed and i'm having to start to think of new spaces to store all the clothes and give more away.
When others fall out of love, they either binge drink/eat, for me, i buy, and buy, and buy to get that false sense of happiness that lasts like what, two second?? No kidding. And that's before the guilt and every bad emotion starts to creep in like a snake that's gonna gobble you up.
Whats worse, its The GSS period now. No way i can stop the urge now unless someone new steps into my life, which i'm not going to allow coz i'm gonna sulk sulkk sulkkk, till i'm happy.
Neway, gotta sleep early, still got my morning jog tomorrow. A good time for me to reflect on the things that gone wrong in my life - while jogging.
T still thinks about R, like everyday.
T regrets rejecting R. But T won't admit it to others.
T is afraid of hurting R somemore if T goes out with R's friend.
T hopes R knows about her feelings.
Maybe T should just ask R out for movie? But its been so long since they contacted each other.. Not wise.
When others fall out of love, they either binge drink/eat, for me, i buy, and buy, and buy to get that false sense of happiness that lasts like what, two second?? No kidding. And that's before the guilt and every bad emotion starts to creep in like a snake that's gonna gobble you up.
Whats worse, its The GSS period now. No way i can stop the urge now unless someone new steps into my life, which i'm not going to allow coz i'm gonna sulk sulkk sulkkk, till i'm happy.
Neway, gotta sleep early, still got my morning jog tomorrow. A good time for me to reflect on the things that gone wrong in my life - while jogging.
T still thinks about R, like everyday.
T regrets rejecting R. But T won't admit it to others.
T is afraid of hurting R somemore if T goes out with R's friend.
T hopes R knows about her feelings.
Maybe T should just ask R out for movie? But its been so long since they contacted each other.. Not wise.