May 27, 2009 22:06
Been MIA-ing due to tests...been really busy with school.
Recently went to view his facebook profile (on impulse, i dun normally use facebook) and saw that he actually took some relationship tests...which proves that hes too shy to ask me out... And i'm also to shy to ask him out. Missed him so much. Find it so hard to look at him in the eye when i'm speaking to him (when i dare to speak him, of coz).
But i have to act like nothings wrong when i'm with his friends, coz i dun wan them to know anything about this, they will surely make a big fuss out of it. I can't hold my feelings in any longer. I miss him so much. Gotta do something about.
Its been more than a month now since i last heard from him and i'm still thinking about him everyday......urgh i hate myself for being so vulnerable ;(
On the brighter side, I've got 6 tops and 3 dresses pending. Yeah!!! Going to get the dresses by first week of june.