Apr 24, 2005 22:29
talk is like: do you also feel like yr getting distant from everyone?
UpAgainstThaWalI: yes...
UpAgainstThaWalI: :-\
talk is like: like the people you once hung out with
talk is like: are now out
talk is like: and having fun
talk is like: and somehow yr not out there with them
talk is like: or the people you love are just dissapearing from yr life
talk is like: and no one seems to care
UpAgainstThaWalI: yeah
talk is like: like they just fade away
UpAgainstThaWalI: sad.
talk is like: and one day you notice they have their own life
that probably sums how i feel right now up perfectly.
ah crap. i had to stop there for a minute. i had a convo with jessica bristow, who i need to have one with soon. and i dunno. it just made me break down hah. ah. i guess i'm being cheaply unstable right now. i need to see her someday. once. even if only once, just before i die.
this is my 3rd post tonight. i guess i have a lot to say and don't want to post it all in one or something.
i think most people though need to grow up hah. i can't stress that anymore. i think people need to consider consequences before they act. they need to be nicer. i wish people didn't lie. i wish they could not look ahead. figure out those consequences. and then use them to their advantage. stop trying to be big. or stop trying to just get whatever you want. stop being so selfish. think of others.
i think i;ve said enough, i just need to go now. bye. =/