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just when i was flying as high as ever, and everything was being painted a golden tone. and the bright sunlight was projecting our shadows on the world and showing the movie that is our lives. that horrible gut feeling of knowing life will never be all that i would like it to be. nothing will go my way. you can't really escape from it all, you're brought back down. that horrible gut feeling of being alone, out of the crowd, isolated. things will never be beautiful. and yes, this might have been my favorite year i've ever had, but still, things will only get worse with time, you'll see.
so friday i went to prom, i saw hella epiphany people, had hella fun, they played great music. all in all it was hella fun and i can't wait to see everyone again i guess. later on we picked people up, went sky diving. i got home around sunrise.
saturday picked up kimboflexxxx and sean, went to glen park, got lost for half an hour in a forest. found the show. enjoyed it. went uptown to the rec center near haight street, hung out, went to the projects, saw some drama i'll never forget. went to SF shopping center, ate panda expressssss. looked around at shit with bella, angel, michelle, sean for a while, kimboflexxx, khay. we all went our own ways eventually, mine to kim's house with khay, we chilled for a bunch of hours. ate food, had our usual kick ass time.
monday i went to school, went home, got ready, went to my ortho, then to stonestown, saw michelle and pasta despite the drama saturday which i thought meant a for sure over. i saw ryan from SH, i think i saw a few other people but i don't recall. i then went to in and out, and ran into sahara, and we were on the phone while she left and waved at me from inside the car, while i was eating at my table. very dorky of us haha. i then went to serramonte, some random beezees i don't know said whats up to me, and claimed to have met me before, but i don't recall at all. so i ignored that haha. i looked at shoes. then i think i went home but i'm not sure. catherine and lindsay straightened my hair.
i went to school today with it all crazy [ my hair straight ] , and people for the most part just put me down as usual for doing something different. i don't see why i try at things sometimes. eh. whatever.
so friday i went to prom, i saw hella epiphany people, had hella fun, they played great music. all in all it was hella fun and i can't wait to see everyone again i guess. later on we picked people up, went sky diving. i got home around sunrise.
saturday picked up kimboflexxxx and sean, went to glen park, got lost for half an hour in a forest. found the show. enjoyed it. went uptown to the rec center near haight street, hung out, went to the projects, saw some drama i'll never forget. went to SF shopping center, ate panda expressssss. looked around at shit with bella, angel, michelle, sean for a while, kimboflexxx, khay. we all went our own ways eventually, mine to kim's house with khay, we chilled for a bunch of hours. ate food, had our usual kick ass time.
monday i went to school, went home, got ready, went to my ortho, then to stonestown, saw michelle and pasta despite the drama saturday which i thought meant a for sure over. i saw ryan from SH, i think i saw a few other people but i don't recall. i then went to in and out, and ran into sahara, and we were on the phone while she left and waved at me from inside the car, while i was eating at my table. very dorky of us haha. i then went to serramonte, some random beezees i don't know said whats up to me, and claimed to have met me before, but i don't recall at all. so i ignored that haha. i looked at shoes. then i think i went home but i'm not sure. catherine and lindsay straightened my hair.
i went to school today with it all crazy [ my hair straight ] , and people for the most part just put me down as usual for doing something different. i don't see why i try at things sometimes. eh. whatever.