Shit.

[thereject]

It failed. I knew it. I told them it would happen. They didn't listen to me, they didn't give me the resources in time to make a difference. Project Greenthumb has failed, as has the tech arm with it. As of Tuesday my partners will begin litigation against me to recover their losses. It's my fault, it really is. I could have completed it on time. I could have worked 12 hour days for months on end to get it done. I didn't though. I made all reasonable efforts, then I let it fail.

I tried to leave the company several weeks ago. I told them of the impending failure and how badly it was affecting me. I've gone into depression again. I'm drinking again... a lot. Their response was to inform me that if I bailed on the contract then I would be sued. If I failed at the contract I would be sued. If I looked for alternate employment I would be sued. I don't have any money, certainly not anything that can absorb this, so I'm fucked. I'm back at square one. Not only am I out of a job, I'm about to have a fucking law firm up my ass about monies owed. Jesus Christ in a birchbark canoe, how stupid was I to sign up with lawyers.

I'm done. I've got nowhere to go. Jobless and owing ~$12,500. Fuck entrepreneurship, I suck at it. I need me some corporate America, stat.