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I don't know why i can't just approach all of this college stuff normally. I know where i'm going to apply, i've printed out all the essay prompts, begun the administrative forms on my online applications, and even begun attempting the open-ended essay. And yet, every time i think about applying to colleges, i just get angry. It's just so overwhelming and frustrating. My parents mean well, and i really benefit from talking with my dad about it, but i seriously just get angry when they bring it up to me. It's everything i can do to jusat not start crying. It is so obsurd. Not only is this pretty opposite of how i deal with everything else, but it's illogical and immature. And that, in turn, just makes me more angry at myself.