watersthinks

[thereisnoscene]

can't really express what i'm thinking or feeling that easily to anyone except gina. gina was there. then, even before she was not there, she decided to be there again. if i could, i would. so many things i've been thinking. boohiss college, fuck florida but wooyay florida, what should i do with my life if i have no idea what i'm doing, you know. then it always settles on 'yeah i guess i should just tough out school, because the life pattern is a pattern for a reason, and i'll probably be better off at the end." maybe afterwards i can veer off from the old grade school high school college job married kids minivan soccer practice senile death track. hopefully.

blaaahh. can't shut down. i don't want to brush my hair, but i have no hats because i've lost them all.