back to school... my senior year of college.
i don't know why i'm up so early, but i physically can't sleep in anymore, i'm so awake at like 7am. i hope i break myself of that habit when i start actually having to stay up past 11pm.
i've been in seattle for about... 3 days all together, and it's been okay so far. besides the fact that i've been far more emotional about my sister since i've gotten here. i cried twice before lunchtime yesterday. i really have no interest in crying and i'd rather not be doing it, but i know i have to do it sometime, and right now is better than five years down the road. every time i think of something important in my life that my sister won't be there for, all i want to do is cry.
i start class today. one class at 1:30 in the afternoon. i'm quite happy about it not being early in the morning. on tuesdays and thursdays i have one at 10am and one at 1:30pm, but that's not a big deal. no classes on friday, again.
i need to start seeing a psychologist somewhere in seattle. i'm scared shitless that finals are going to roll around and all the stress is going to make me breakdown and not be able to do my school work. i need to get good/great grades this quarter.
also, i need to remember to call the jewish volunteer thingy i was doing last quarter before i had to go home for summer. i need to start doing it again.
I TURN 21 ON THE 11TH OF OCTOBER. i'm going up to vancouver the weekend before my birthday, as my last illegal weekend birthday present to myself. EVERYONE is invited. you know who you are. we're going up to party and meet up with my friend sy who's from toronto, but is visiting vancouver. my parents are coming up to visit for my birthday as well. they'll be here from the 11th to the 12th, and we're having a big birthday party-dinner thing. i just need to figure out a place for it to be, and get invitations.
i've been in seattle for about... 3 days all together, and it's been okay so far. besides the fact that i've been far more emotional about my sister since i've gotten here. i cried twice before lunchtime yesterday. i really have no interest in crying and i'd rather not be doing it, but i know i have to do it sometime, and right now is better than five years down the road. every time i think of something important in my life that my sister won't be there for, all i want to do is cry.
i start class today. one class at 1:30 in the afternoon. i'm quite happy about it not being early in the morning. on tuesdays and thursdays i have one at 10am and one at 1:30pm, but that's not a big deal. no classes on friday, again.
i need to start seeing a psychologist somewhere in seattle. i'm scared shitless that finals are going to roll around and all the stress is going to make me breakdown and not be able to do my school work. i need to get good/great grades this quarter.
also, i need to remember to call the jewish volunteer thingy i was doing last quarter before i had to go home for summer. i need to start doing it again.
I TURN 21 ON THE 11TH OF OCTOBER. i'm going up to vancouver the weekend before my birthday, as my last illegal weekend birthday present to myself. EVERYONE is invited. you know who you are. we're going up to party and meet up with my friend sy who's from toronto, but is visiting vancouver. my parents are coming up to visit for my birthday as well. they'll be here from the 11th to the 12th, and we're having a big birthday party-dinner thing. i just need to figure out a place for it to be, and get invitations.