oh summer, you hurt me so.
so here's the situation. i'm here in the bay until about the third week of september, working four days a week at my mother's flower shop. i am extremely un-stoked about it. i miss all my friends in seattle SOOOOO much, and i even miss seattle a little too. my baby nephew and my beautiful puppies are my saving graces though, they're soooo cuddly and happy. i love my nephew a crazy amount, his little smile melts my heart. he is ALWAYS smiling and always yelling to talk to people, and he looks for me when i'm not in his line of vision. i love him.
if i had more people here i would be a lot more happy, but i guess i will be okay for the rest of the summer. i have to make do and not be depressed about it like i was for the first week and a half i was here. there are worse things i guess, and i get to look forward to going back to seattle.
annnnd TURNING 21 in october!!! we're going to las vegas and i'm fucking stoooooked about it! yayyyy.
i guess i might be growing up, that i'm not sulking in my unhappiness anymore. avoiding it is not much better, but it's still better in some way i think.
if i had more people here i would be a lot more happy, but i guess i will be okay for the rest of the summer. i have to make do and not be depressed about it like i was for the first week and a half i was here. there are worse things i guess, and i get to look forward to going back to seattle.
annnnd TURNING 21 in october!!! we're going to las vegas and i'm fucking stoooooked about it! yayyyy.
i guess i might be growing up, that i'm not sulking in my unhappiness anymore. avoiding it is not much better, but it's still better in some way i think.