These Days

May 11, 2007 20:18

Life's been quite the roller-coaster ride these days.  Happy and Angry all the time.  I wish I had a cape.

"I always thought the reality was better than the dream. 
Looks like loves bark may have been worst that it's bite.
 We go everywhere together, and miss each other when we're gone for those few hours at a time when the rules and schedules can not be broken. 
I smell you on my cloths, and on my skin. 
You haunt me, and I can't get away. 
I'm addicted, and you are my drug. 
The both of you. 
But I know where you two go after the sun goes up and we part ways. 
And when you go over there, and you take your routine nap, I know who you still see when you close your eyes. 
This game has turned to something real, and the stakes are higher than ever. 
But I'll continue this game of who needs who the worst, and whatever the outcome, I'll still be here. 
Because I am the TWAT that wants everything he knows he can't have.
And life's a bitch before you die.
Trials and errors.
Hopefully we'll get our chance, and the circumstances WILL change.
And for now I wait...

The waiting game I've played my whole life.
~t

Ps.  Maybe there is no such thing as heroes.   
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