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right now i miss: star island, my sister, molly mcquade (but not for toooo long because shes visiting over thanksgiving break!), david, sam, adam, brian, rosie, joe, will ronco, not wearing shoes, waking up to seagulls, looking at stars, walking around a little island really late in the afternoon while the sun set, waking up everyday for a week and being amazed at every single thing i saw, telling everyone i loved them, meaning it, not thinking that was weird, not being mad at anyone, hugging people i didnt even know, getting to play music every night for people i loved, will christianson (but not for long because hes visiting NEXT WEEKEND!), andrea tzvetkov, kate zehner, sarah dinan, and about a million other nouns.
probably the majority of the songs on my album are about star island. everytime i sit down to write something it reminds me of star island in some aspect, and i write something else about it
i need to get back to how i was there. i was so happy and i loved everything and everyone and i just couldnt contain my happiness and it felt so good to make other people feel good about themselves. and even though i still have some of that, its not the same. school just barely started and ive already gone back to giving a shit about petty fights and stuff. it really doesnt matter. the best thing i can do for myself is just be as happy as i was and stop caring about things that dont really matter.
so i need to: stop fighting with anyone, let people know i appreciate them and love them, make people feel good about themselves, stop being selfish, take a second to realize every great thing that happens everyday, forget about the unimportant bad stuff, and generally recognize that life is incredible and just to be alive is an amazing thing. because i miss feeling that way.
probably the majority of the songs on my album are about star island. everytime i sit down to write something it reminds me of star island in some aspect, and i write something else about it
i need to get back to how i was there. i was so happy and i loved everything and everyone and i just couldnt contain my happiness and it felt so good to make other people feel good about themselves. and even though i still have some of that, its not the same. school just barely started and ive already gone back to giving a shit about petty fights and stuff. it really doesnt matter. the best thing i can do for myself is just be as happy as i was and stop caring about things that dont really matter.
so i need to: stop fighting with anyone, let people know i appreciate them and love them, make people feel good about themselves, stop being selfish, take a second to realize every great thing that happens everyday, forget about the unimportant bad stuff, and generally recognize that life is incredible and just to be alive is an amazing thing. because i miss feeling that way.