Día Numero Dieciocho
Day 18- A picture of your biggest insecurity
Well the more I searched for a picture, the more things I came up with as insecurities. Which is weird, only because I've never been an insecure person really. But this picture got what I wanted, I guess.
First, I was just looking for jeans. I am insecure of not fitting into my jeans anymore. I am not insecure in my body image. I do not think I am fat. I just don't like not being to wear my jeans or having to buy new ones.
Second, this picture made me come up with something else. I am insecure in the fact that I cannot find someone that makes me happy or that wants to be with me. It usually doesn't bother me. In fact, I think about it WAYYYYYY less than I used to. Which is good, I focus on more important things. But at the same time, it bothers me that perhaps I don't care enough. Clearly I am whacked.
Third, thinking about it more, teaching is probably now my biggest insecurity, just in the fact that I don't think I can do it. But really, what else am I going to do with myself? Too scary.