"You gotta love music more than food. More than life. More than yourself."

[therefor_im_mad]

This is almost becoming a pain. I hate being so busy. Mansfield show didn't go as well as planned, but we still did okay.  Last couple weeks have been wicked bogged down in work, especially the APs. Lots of drama with a certain sports team and sharing the gym. I mean, we've only been sharing since kindergarten, why do you need 2? STOP! That is all I shall write here. Lots of catch-up finishing Crime and Punishment and starting In Cold Blood. I mean, great book, but I clearly suck at reading. I can't do it. I'm kinda glad I got to miss the quiz Thursday for that Celtic String assembly. Went skiing last Wednesday and this Friday. Basically good. Track has started. I missed practice Thursday for SAT Prep and Friday for ski trip. Now I gotta deal with Concert Band and Track at the same time tomorrow and I miss guard Thursday for SAT Prep. Again, I hate this. Oh yeah concert band, lets talk about that...Monday right before Orchestra rehearsal (right after school) long story short, Mr. Conant tells me I'm going to be playing with the Concert Band, he needs a piccolo because Courtney's not ready. Fine, I now have 2 days to learn 3 pieces of music decently enough to play for a concert Wednesday. I practiced my ass off. It was still a mess. And all of that practicing did not help my other 2 performing ensembles and I sucked during those too. Clearly too overwhelmed right now. I don't know what else really. A Capella concert was great, Starbucks after was great. Starbucks Thursday night was great. This weekend was better. Well not rehearsal, my body really can't take that kinda work. No competition, but our score came out good. Sorry I'm skipping around so much. I know it's a pain. Friday night was quite the dilemma.  My two favorite movies were both on at the same time, I had no idea what to do. So I just switched back and forth basically. Titanic and The Sound of Music. Today was okay. Church. Catholic Easter at the MacDonald's. Good. And bad. I got to wear my new dress. So even though I was cold, it was okay. Felt bad eating the lasagna with the meat, but also felt bad not eating the lamb. Family was kinda awkward, but not too bad. I had fun. We all watched August Rush. Which was obviously great. GREAT GREAT GREAT. And by the end me and Tim got to talk, which is always nice in this fun filled busy world that we unfortunately are living in. Now I'm here. Kay bye.










I've been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines
Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds
I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind
Would the wind be at my back? Could I get you off my mind
This time.