I cant handle another "D"
I dont know if I can pull this off, living away and doing good in school it just might not work anymore. I just realzied I have a test tommorrow night and its on 14 chapters, have I read any of them... nope. I studied semi good for a Philosophy exam and I got a D on it. I cant get thoes kinds of grades. For one it will drive me insane because I have never gotten lower than a C in a class, ever and I need my schloarship money. If I dont have that I am screwed for school. I cant just screw up a semister and then go back it doesnt work that way for me. I am not studying living here. No one is stoppping me but myself. There are just so many distractions and I am letting myself slack off. I dont know if maybe going back home for a few weeks trying to get back into my old routine of if I can handle it living here. Dont get me worng I love livin at 243 Dalton Court but I dont know if I will love the outcome of my SLACKERISH behavior. This is my last semister at TCC I cant fuck it up and so far I am. I find any excuse nopt to do work and not to go to class, thats not me, it cant be. So i think I will take tonight to look at my situation and try to figure things out who knows what will happen, all I know is I cant deal with getting another D.