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Not to touch into the whole "EMO" music debate, but the lifestyle must be touched. I just read something and it made me think, am I an "EMO flake." I just lately I've realized how emotional I get sometimes, I even make people sad. I feel like shit because I do that. Mari told me along time she needed someone emotional and that's what I am, but am I too much? I just don't like to hold in my feelings. I guess I even..like living the EMO style. I like the theme of it, the being open and honest about your feelings. Overall, being emotional. I want to be that kinda person, but at the same time, I don't want to hurt people. Do I? I also like the whole love involved with it, how the emotion that goes along with love makes love so much more open and beautiful. Just like with what me and Mari have, I love it. But am I being selfish? Am I causing pain to feel my want for this open and honest? I always used to hear that you should keep things from people so you don't hurt them, but I don't believe that, especially not with the person you love the most. That's why I am completely honest with Mari and tell her everything and I like her to do the same and she does. I just want to make sure I'm not hurting anyone, especially not Mari by being so emotional and open.