prolonged loneliness
no matter when i'm alone, i feel lonely.... people leave fer just 20 mins, i feel alone...i always want someone to be with me so i never really alone... i dont mean to be needy...but i need someone.. a contact... body contact, eye contact.. so much more...i feel this way even with my family so thats why i know its not just a sexual thing.. or a guy thing.. or a, freak type thing.... its just a human contact thing....
When i am around people, i feel happy, not alone...the moment someone leaves.. i feel an emptiess inside... a longing fer them to stay.... to never let me be alone....
The reason i push so hard, and call so much.. is because im afraid im going to alone fer the rest of my life, yes im only 19 , going to be 20 in march..... but loneliness has been prolonged.....
When i am around people, i feel happy, not alone...the moment someone leaves.. i feel an emptiess inside... a longing fer them to stay.... to never let me be alone....
The reason i push so hard, and call so much.. is because im afraid im going to alone fer the rest of my life, yes im only 19 , going to be 20 in march..... but loneliness has been prolonged.....