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hmm so what's ryan been up to? work, the end..
so i have two jobs again... work ten till 2/5 the first and 2/4/6 untill ten the other one so i'm pulling off 8-12 hour days oh boy... sundays are my break... only 7 hours yay..
but then i get to thinking about stuff... and realize that Megan is wonderful... i think the fact that we don't carelessly through around the phrase "i love you" makes us a stronger and more real realtionship... like i've never said this phrase to her nor she, me. its not that the elements aren't there and that i don't care for her, or that i'm not willing to die for her or give her the world- because i most certainly am.. but i want to mean it with every once of my soul when i say it to her.. i want her to remember that moment in her life like the first time we held hands or the first date we ever had where we danced under the stars for hours.. but i want to be sincere. that girl is gold.. pure gold.. i totally adore her.
justin and i had a friendly chat last night... he's ag ood guy. i spend a lot of my time just talking to people and understanding (or trying) their beliefs and morals.. i'm glad we could tlak so i could understand him a little more..
ok i'm off.. i think i'm supposed to teach my sundayschool class? i dunno.. we'll find out....
to ashley duke: lets go to six flags!! whens benji get back? we should do it like right before school starts.. that'd rock... call me or text me sometime..
oh yeah if you try to reach me why i'm at work.. well if i'm at tenders i can at least see if youc alled.. but dillards.. nope .. no signal.. bleh just fyi..
how's your phone signal and quality? i'm shopping for a new phone .. lemme know..
so i have two jobs again... work ten till 2/5 the first and 2/4/6 untill ten the other one so i'm pulling off 8-12 hour days oh boy... sundays are my break... only 7 hours yay..
but then i get to thinking about stuff... and realize that Megan is wonderful... i think the fact that we don't carelessly through around the phrase "i love you" makes us a stronger and more real realtionship... like i've never said this phrase to her nor she, me. its not that the elements aren't there and that i don't care for her, or that i'm not willing to die for her or give her the world- because i most certainly am.. but i want to mean it with every once of my soul when i say it to her.. i want her to remember that moment in her life like the first time we held hands or the first date we ever had where we danced under the stars for hours.. but i want to be sincere. that girl is gold.. pure gold.. i totally adore her.
justin and i had a friendly chat last night... he's ag ood guy. i spend a lot of my time just talking to people and understanding (or trying) their beliefs and morals.. i'm glad we could tlak so i could understand him a little more..
ok i'm off.. i think i'm supposed to teach my sundayschool class? i dunno.. we'll find out....
to ashley duke: lets go to six flags!! whens benji get back? we should do it like right before school starts.. that'd rock... call me or text me sometime..
oh yeah if you try to reach me why i'm at work.. well if i'm at tenders i can at least see if youc alled.. but dillards.. nope .. no signal.. bleh just fyi..
how's your phone signal and quality? i'm shopping for a new phone .. lemme know..