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i'm not the christmas type.
i hate cold.
i hate snow.
i hate having to fake my smiles.
i never know what to get for people.
christmas trees make me uncomfortable.
i don't value family as much as...i should?
too many people are in malls&everywhere.
i hate the cameras surrounding everywhere.
and i never know what to tell people what i want.
santa clause makes people excited. too much excitedness makes me nervous.
i hate having to spread myself everywhere over the course of those two days [eve&day]: mom's, memere's, nana's, dad's, aunt's, other's, carole&ron's, whoeverelse's..
red and green is such a bad color combination. and only because of the fact that it reminds me of christmas.
growl. i don't feel very well right now. i'm sorry.
i Love You.
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i hate cold.
i hate snow.
i hate having to fake my smiles.
i never know what to get for people.
christmas trees make me uncomfortable.
i don't value family as much as...i should?
too many people are in malls&everywhere.
i hate the cameras surrounding everywhere.
and i never know what to tell people what i want.
santa clause makes people excited. too much excitedness makes me nervous.
i hate having to spread myself everywhere over the course of those two days [eve&day]: mom's, memere's, nana's, dad's, aunt's, other's, carole&ron's, whoeverelse's..
red and green is such a bad color combination. and only because of the fact that it reminds me of christmas.
growl. i don't feel very well right now. i'm sorry.
i Love You.
↕ .b. ↕