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Well after being in a stellar mood saturday night, the excitement of senior ball has worn off and now I'm in more of a shitty/apathetic mood. Maybe it's due to the fact that I have only slept for 14 hours since friday. Maybe it's because I have to work on a stats project that I really really don't want to do. Whatever it is, I want it to go away so I can enjoy these last four weeks of school. I'm tired of feeling lonely, and even though I know I have friends all around me, I still can't help feeling like there is no one that I can turn to. I feel like I'm just kinda floating around day after day, not making much of a difference in other people's lives or even my own for that matter. My parents ask me what's wrong and I say nothing, not because that's true but because I can't really explain to them what's going on, not that they would get it anyways. All I need is a good hour or so of venting. Hell, I don't usually spend that much time complaining so I think I'm entitled to just a couple of minutes of getting some things off my chest.