going to the chapel...
Today I am having my first real anxiety about the wedding. NOT about getting married, that is the easy part. I can't wait to marry frank and I have no doubts or hesitation. But the wedding itself, the ceremony and reception I am a little freaked out about.
I'm not even sure what I am nervous about. My stomach says I definitely am though, and those weird chills I get up the back of my legs and arms. And my lack of appetite.
I'm really looking forward to everything and I think it is going to be awesome and more fun than people would expect from a wedding. We have so many great friends helping in different areas, and we have put so so much time and effort into making it a great party, I think I just want it to turn out perfect.
I still have a couple of days of work to get through which is the hard part, because I can not concentrate on anything else right now, but I don't really have a choice. I'm managing but boy would I rather be at home right now.
In other news today is valentine's day. Thanks st. valentine for being rad, I'm sorry a bunch of shallow materialistic whores have ruined this holiday, but I still like it and you anyways. Me and frank are going to order some indian food and watch LOST :B
I'm not even sure what I am nervous about. My stomach says I definitely am though, and those weird chills I get up the back of my legs and arms. And my lack of appetite.
I'm really looking forward to everything and I think it is going to be awesome and more fun than people would expect from a wedding. We have so many great friends helping in different areas, and we have put so so much time and effort into making it a great party, I think I just want it to turn out perfect.
I still have a couple of days of work to get through which is the hard part, because I can not concentrate on anything else right now, but I don't really have a choice. I'm managing but boy would I rather be at home right now.
In other news today is valentine's day. Thanks st. valentine for being rad, I'm sorry a bunch of shallow materialistic whores have ruined this holiday, but I still like it and you anyways. Me and frank are going to order some indian food and watch LOST :B