the stage is set. [8/11]

Jul 19, 2007 18:54

TITLE: The Stage Is Set. [8]
AUTHOR: therecordskipsx
RATING: R. Mature themes.
POV: Third-ish.
PAIRING: If you're reading, you know. =]
SUMMARY: AU. He met her on a Tuesday. Just an ordinary Tuesday, like any other day of the week, really, except that it wasn’t at all.DISCLAIMER: I don’t own or know them, and I am 200% certain this never happened ( Read more... )

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spencercensorrr July 20 2007, 03:59:40 UTC
Oh wow.

Gah.

No words.

I love you.

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therecordskipsx July 20 2007, 19:40:25 UTC
i love you. =]

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spencercensorrr July 21 2007, 03:52:45 UTC
Awwh you're just sayin' that! *Flappy-hand-thing*

haha OH LORD.

Fight Club is amazing.

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therecordskipsx July 21 2007, 03:53:56 UTC
am not! XD

don't tell me, don't tell me! i haven't seen the movie or read the book yet. although, i did see the 'spoilers' shirt on threadless, so i already know the truth. *sigh* still gon' read it, though.

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spencercensorrr July 21 2007, 04:01:47 UTC
Spoilers shirt?

lmao. You soud like you'd fit in here.
"Steel gon' read it though."

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therecordskipsx July 21 2007, 04:03:47 UTC
mm. it has all the endings to a bunch of movies and books. like, "dumbledore dies" and one about fight club and...idk, a bunch of stuff. fun times. =]

ahahahaha. sometimes i actually talk like that. but. not usually.

also, i think i have found the best lj communities ever. i've been browing on thinspo/pro-ED comm's all day and getting angry and mad, and then i just found these pro-chubby comm's where everyone is fun and cute and not sad about being a little overweight, AND I AM GOING TO JOIN AND BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF NOW. =]

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therecordskipsx July 21 2007, 04:14:36 UTC
also my brain was on vacation because he doesn't die, does he? he only died IRL? but, like, OH FUCK. it's 12:12 in the morning, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. =\

*shuts up*

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spencercensorrr July 21 2007, 04:15:14 UTC
YAY! Good for you!

Agh. I haven't thought about my dad in ages =/

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therecordskipsx July 21 2007, 04:16:55 UTC
indeed. i don't want to be sad that i'm not 100 pounds. i want to be happy with me, not with something i could be, goshdarnit!

is thinking about your dad bad? it's bad for me when i think about my dad. my dad was/is a douche, haha.

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spencercensorrr July 21 2007, 04:24:56 UTC
Yay =] I'm still not to that stage yet.

My dad died when I was six. =/ my mom and uncle were out drinking by the fire tonight and they were really drunk and crying and started talking about him.

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therecordskipsx July 21 2007, 04:28:22 UTC
i'm not really there yet. but i want to be there. one of the only people in my life who i think has ever loved me for me likes the chub, and he liked me when i was thin, too. he tells me i'm beautiful, even when i feel like shit, and i want to feel beautiful. i want to believe him.

aww, sweetie. *hug* i didn't know that, i'm sorry. sometimes drunk people talk about sad things. this is sad, because sad drunks are often inhumanly sad. =[

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spencercensorrr July 21 2007, 04:34:13 UTC
yeah I know what you mean. I honestly think the only time I actually truly feel good about myself and my flaws is when I'm with Erica. She helps me embrace things like no one else can. She teaches my to make fun of myself.

Thanks I love hugs =]

Yeah...This has been eight years ago. I haven't thought about it much. And I guess that's why it makes me so sad. Because I just kind of...stopped.

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therecordskipsx July 21 2007, 21:13:49 UTC
i think everyone has, or should have, one of those people in their lives, that they're comfortable with and they just feel awesome around. that's a nice thing. =]

hugs are awesome!

it could be. i mean, everyone goes through that stuff in their own way, right? you can't be all, NO, BLAH, WILL NOT THINK! and then. well. you know. stuff just doesn't go away, sometimes. and i'm not much good at making sense, but. OH, you know. <3

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