Pshh

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Damn im one bad person

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you need help

[anonymous]

i think that you are creating an issue in your life where there doesnt need to be one. i am sad to see you throw your life away into an image of what you think you need to be and to conform to the people around you with more problems than you can ever dream of having. you are a strong young man with everything going for you surrounded by a family that loves you and people who care. and i know that for a fact because i happen to be one of the people who love you and care more than you think. so snap out of it. the world has so much goodness in it. so much more to offer you than you are letting it... i believe in creativity and i believe in sorrow and unhappiness. but i do not believe in it to the poing where you let it destroy you and become your life. I think that you should take a moment to reflect on the past few months which have passed. really think about how you feel about yourelf and your life. think about how you are allowing yourself to sink further and further into this downward spiral leaving people around you helpless. do not believe that your friends and the people around you are the ones that really care. it is your family. the ones that feel your pain and hurt when they see you hurting. kinan... reflect. reflect on yourself and on your life. reflect on what it is that really makes you happy. you are the cause of your happiness and you are the cause of your unhappiness. and you are leading yourself to the point of no return. it is not too late. you are surrounded by people who care and would do anything to be there for you. you are a lucky one. you have an anchor so use it. do not believe that those who surround you are against you. ask for help. take it when it is offered to you and believe that there are better days to come because i promise you there are. just be hopeful and optimistic and force the negativity out of your life, and the first step to doing that is to deciding what makes you, kinan, truly happy not what makes your friends or those around you happy, but what makes you truly happy. when you start to become a happier person, the rest will follow. we have all passed through difficult times. times when we felt nothing worse could happen and times when we felt that we should give up and end it. but we go on. we hope for better days and we find happiness within us...... please. i speak confidentially on behalf of the entire family, come back. return the happy laughing face that we all love and miss. bring back the true you underneath all the unhappiness. i understand life is not always easy. its never easy and its not supposed to be. but use the support and love of the family around you to gain the stength you need to push through this passing phase.... what doesnt kill you will only make you stronger. i pray that you take the path of coming out a stronger person surrounded by love and strength of character.