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bonjour,
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ya i dont know why the fuck i said that.
woot im in lebanon ya 'all
were the cows run rampint
and the smell of dog and cat piss fill the air.
i love this place.
anyways anyways.
i just wanted to tell everyone ive finally fixed myself.
well actualy thanks to the lovely and gracious dallis,
i am now curred of my major burdens.
ive been smilling non stop.
now i wake up at 8 oo clock with energy(i dont know why but maybe its the smell of garbage or the magical infestation of mosquitoes and insects under my covers that greets me every morning)
thanks dallis.
ok ok now down to bussiness
it seems im going to be here alot longer then expected.
so mainly i want to say i love every one so much. and
thank you. theres just to many names to say but you know who you are at least im thinking you kow who you are cus i know.
and you know what if you dont believe me if you talk to me at some point in time ill tell you honestly if i was thinking about you when i typed this entry. i will give you and honest to god answer. cross my heart hope to die... wait i shouldnt say it, anyways you know what i mean
ok ok theres more shit i need to say.
to my dearest kendra hannah... ... ... ... ... ... moralis
thank you so much for sticking by my side in my darkest hours,
thank you for bring me a smile when i wanted to burn somthing down
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fire.
shit no im not gonna start my pyro cravings again
thank you for all the love and everything.
i will see you ass soon ass i can : ) i like saying ass hehehe
wow im gay.
I LOVE FUCKING YOU
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shit!
i mean I FUCKING LOVE YOU
MUAHx abizilion and atrilion and abazilion
to christina reyes,
wow your amazing,
christina ive been thinking about you at every moment possible,
ive shown your picture to anyone who asked about a person who i hold dear,
actualy they asked what girl gives you a bonner,
damn pervs,
but i told them i dont think of girls like that and i showed them your picture and i told them that you made me and make me smile every time ive been around you.
after talking with dallis i put my priorities streight,
and i realized that i was blaming all of my problems on you kendra and others.
i was so inconciderate.
you and kendra stuck with me so long.
unfortuanetley i hurt you way to much during that time
and there is probably noway to change the things ive done
but i would like to apologize for all that heartache.
i love you,
not as a lover
and not as a friend
but as somone who i care and hold dear throughout my life.
you are the wax that fills my void,
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1... x infinity x2 x898^120000000000000000000000000000000000