Reading a 10 on the Stress Gauge...

Apr 27, 2004 14:44

Started out a nice day...Woke up all comfy cozy in my blanket, didn't want to get up, but i managed, besides I had been up since 4ish on and off
Ate Taquitoes for breakfast...
I hate most breakfast foods...
Listened to CD 2 of "Got Dance?" on the bus, it is one of the best House/Techno CDs i've ever got.
(Fuck...I can't feel my hands...)
Got to school and quickly coppied my science HW over to another piece of paper and then went to find Mary
*Stress Point One[2/10] ((Mary not at School))
Went to Clay and finsihed up my tray
Found Mary waiting for me outside of clay
[0/10]
Afterwards went to French III only 11 people there today.We switched classes to play a joke on a sleeping kid in hejka's class. Great, so funny.
Went to History had a great time there too... and then off to English...
Waited for Mary for lunch and went to the south Cafeteria. Mary ask's me a question that i completly feel that I fucked up
*Stress Point Two* [4/10] ((Fucking up on answering her question))
Mention to Mary that she should go The Bean sometime with me. Her response isn't that enthusiastic.
*Stress Point Three* [5/10] ((Hope Destroyed, Paranoia fueled))
On the way back to class I forgot to show Mary my picture of my Robot
*Stress Point Four* [5/10] ((What will I forget next?))
Math was a fucking riot....I'm not understanding what were doing...
*Stress Point Five* [8/10] ((Maybe I can fuck up just enough in math to Fail?))
Hopefully wait for Mary in science...Only hear her walk by
*Stress Point Six* [8/10] ((Would have been nice to talk to her))
Do not a fucking thing in science and think about how much HW i'll have tonight
*Stress Point Seven* [10/10] ((Oh FUCKING GOODY))
Bolt out of science and go to my locker, keep my Sci book and grab my jacket Then look around for Mary, only able to give her a quick hug then leave for the bus

So now I sit on my coffee table and type on my PC which is infront of the TV currently, so i had to stretch some things to get it hooked up, I'm just really fucking stressed out right now...mom and matt shouldn't be home till 4...I think Points Three and Six could combine currently now into an eighth due to the fact those are fuel to what a fucking paranoid and pessamistic FUCKER i can be...Which only stresses me more, seeing as both three and six aren't Mary's fault at all...I hate that side of me, it fucks everything up.........

Tristement,
Le Perdu Chiot...
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