The hell that is my life..
You think everything is just peachy - and that's when you remember - you're still a teenager.
Bending to everyone's rules but my own, I subject myself to yet another day of fear and self-loathing.
No, I don't get to be with the man I love.
No, I don't get to obtain ANY respect from my parents.
No, I don't get to stay in the city I love.
No, I don't get to keep in touch with my friends.
No, I really can't make people happy because somehow, in the long run, they'll pay for that happiness with upset, hurt and anger.
Maybe the cosmos are against me...
Maybe there's nothing I can do...
Maybe a good beating is all I need...
Maybe... Maybe I need a vacation from everything...
Life sucks giant elephant turd.
*phew* well, I feel minutely better... though it still feels like my heart has been ripped from my chest, eaten by South American cannibals and the spat out again...
Grr... why is being a teenager so painful?!
Bending to everyone's rules but my own, I subject myself to yet another day of fear and self-loathing.
No, I don't get to be with the man I love.
No, I don't get to obtain ANY respect from my parents.
No, I don't get to stay in the city I love.
No, I don't get to keep in touch with my friends.
No, I really can't make people happy because somehow, in the long run, they'll pay for that happiness with upset, hurt and anger.
Maybe the cosmos are against me...
Maybe there's nothing I can do...
Maybe a good beating is all I need...
Maybe... Maybe I need a vacation from everything...
Life sucks giant elephant turd.
*phew* well, I feel minutely better... though it still feels like my heart has been ripped from my chest, eaten by South American cannibals and the spat out again...
Grr... why is being a teenager so painful?!