Mixed Emotions
I dont know what to do. I'm feeling so many things, I dont think anyone reads this besides katy but ill write them down here anyway. Well Kay called me yesterday and told me she needed a break and that we should just be friends for a while. And I'm really confused. Two days ago she sent me this
"Thinking about you makes my heart to unexplainable things. you do something to me, such a good thing that i cant even begin to explain it. Its a feeling i never wanna lose. I guess what im saying is thank you for being with me, and i love you more then life itself, you make it worth living.
yaky "
I just dont see how one goes from there to wanting a break. But thats not really important. I mean I want her to be happy, thats whats really important. Its just hard when you give so much of yourself to someone to accept that they dont want it anymore. But I really hope shes happy. She deserves so much more than i ever could have given her. Shes such a special girl and I always knew I would never be good enough for her. I dont know if anyone is, but I hope she finds someone that is. I may never stop loving her but I know that whatever makes her happy is the right thing, and if that isnt me then I have to live with that becuase quite honestly I dont care if im depressed for the rest of my life as long as she is happy. She means so much to me and I want her to get everything she deserves.
If you read this, let me know your out there please.
"Thinking about you makes my heart to unexplainable things. you do something to me, such a good thing that i cant even begin to explain it. Its a feeling i never wanna lose. I guess what im saying is thank you for being with me, and i love you more then life itself, you make it worth living.
yaky "
I just dont see how one goes from there to wanting a break. But thats not really important. I mean I want her to be happy, thats whats really important. Its just hard when you give so much of yourself to someone to accept that they dont want it anymore. But I really hope shes happy. She deserves so much more than i ever could have given her. Shes such a special girl and I always knew I would never be good enough for her. I dont know if anyone is, but I hope she finds someone that is. I may never stop loving her but I know that whatever makes her happy is the right thing, and if that isnt me then I have to live with that becuase quite honestly I dont care if im depressed for the rest of my life as long as she is happy. She means so much to me and I want her to get everything she deserves.
If you read this, let me know your out there please.