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Well, thus far everything has been good, but the meloncholy set in when i read the last post my ex did in her xanga. It's been over 4 months since ive last seen her at all, and i still yearn to be back in her arms. Is something wrong with me? I've gotten over girls before, and this is very unlike me. I don't know what it is. Why, o why, must my heart be plauged with a want for something i cannot have.
Granted, i know things became fucked up between us for reasons i will not mention, but i had always thought that we could work through anything. The good news is, and this brings me some joy, she finally moved out of her parents place. This was the one thing that i had wanted for her so badly when we we're together, and it has finally happened. I know she'll go far in life, because she wants to. Me, on the other hand, I dont even know what i want to do with my life. It's frustrating, yet i'm also glad because the serious side of me has yet to really set in. Blessings and curses. The threads of which lives are made of. Guess i just have to keep plodding on, and hope for the best.
Granted, i know things became fucked up between us for reasons i will not mention, but i had always thought that we could work through anything. The good news is, and this brings me some joy, she finally moved out of her parents place. This was the one thing that i had wanted for her so badly when we we're together, and it has finally happened. I know she'll go far in life, because she wants to. Me, on the other hand, I dont even know what i want to do with my life. It's frustrating, yet i'm also glad because the serious side of me has yet to really set in. Blessings and curses. The threads of which lives are made of. Guess i just have to keep plodding on, and hope for the best.