what's with today, today?
apparently i never knew anything about anything. what's worse it that i still thought at the very least, that we were actually friends. and that, that was worth saving. it's so frightening to find out that i'm not only apparently a terrible judge of character, but that people are actually capable of such blatant deception and can go to such great lengths to hurt others, for absolutely nothing.
it's funny though, because when i woke up this morning i remebered something, from my so-called life that actually helped me realize, that at least through all of this i was always me, and that's something huge for him to lose because at the end of the day:
"you lost nothing, you lost a really shitty friend, and a guy you never really had, you lost nothing". i may have lost them both in the same person, but still i lost nothing.
i'm okay. fuck i'm motherfucking mansa, i'm way better than that.
it's funny though, because when i woke up this morning i remebered something, from my so-called life that actually helped me realize, that at least through all of this i was always me, and that's something huge for him to lose because at the end of the day:
"you lost nothing, you lost a really shitty friend, and a guy you never really had, you lost nothing". i may have lost them both in the same person, but still i lost nothing.
i'm okay. fuck i'm motherfucking mansa, i'm way better than that.