what about those shoes you're in today? they'll do no good.
QUIXOTIC- 1.Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and the pursuit of unreachable goals; idealistic without regard to practicality.
2.Capricious; impulsive: “At worst his scruples must have been quixotic, not malicious” (Louis Auchincloss).
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it appears that i have finally found the correct word to describe myself. is it weird that i can be summed up so easily?
"look at all those fancy clothes, but these could keep us warm just like those"
it's that lovely time of year again. when it's cold enough to wear a scarf and have it not look like it's just "a look". the time of year where i sit in the school computer lab till all hours at night, pretending to be working on some sort of assignment, but really checking my email every ten minutes with hopes that someone decided to send me a random email about anything at all. today is one of those days. i'm such a procrastinator. somehow i've convinced myself in the last hour or so, that the essay due on monday, and midterm i have to write the same day are not such a big deal, and i don't really have to be working on it now. it's so unsettling how this whole school thing is something that i technically want to be doing yet i'm so unmotivated. i hate this time of year. just wait in like a week, i'll suddenly be all love and smiles again. in fact i'm guaging that tuesday will be that very day....my triumphant return. but other than school things have been going quite swimmingly. i had a fun late night hang out with green last night, milkshakes were involved as well as kissing and funny french love songs on the radio that we've decided all just sound like themes to ontario parks tv documentaries. i called brown earlier in the night, i haven't heard back, but i think i'm moving way past ambivalent about that whole situation, i'm not so sure it even registers enough in my mind to say that i really even care. dubbs, replied to my completely random message the other day. i'm not even sure what prompted me to do that, but the more surprising part was that he replied. well well, look whose world it is now. I AM VICTORIOUS!!!!
"look at all those fancy clothes, but these could keep us warm just like those"
it's that lovely time of year again. when it's cold enough to wear a scarf and have it not look like it's just "a look". the time of year where i sit in the school computer lab till all hours at night, pretending to be working on some sort of assignment, but really checking my email every ten minutes with hopes that someone decided to send me a random email about anything at all. today is one of those days. i'm such a procrastinator. somehow i've convinced myself in the last hour or so, that the essay due on monday, and midterm i have to write the same day are not such a big deal, and i don't really have to be working on it now. it's so unsettling how this whole school thing is something that i technically want to be doing yet i'm so unmotivated. i hate this time of year. just wait in like a week, i'll suddenly be all love and smiles again. in fact i'm guaging that tuesday will be that very day....my triumphant return. but other than school things have been going quite swimmingly. i had a fun late night hang out with green last night, milkshakes were involved as well as kissing and funny french love songs on the radio that we've decided all just sound like themes to ontario parks tv documentaries. i called brown earlier in the night, i haven't heard back, but i think i'm moving way past ambivalent about that whole situation, i'm not so sure it even registers enough in my mind to say that i really even care. dubbs, replied to my completely random message the other day. i'm not even sure what prompted me to do that, but the more surprising part was that he replied. well well, look whose world it is now. I AM VICTORIOUS!!!!