so not psyched right now

[therealmc]

grrr. hmpf. okay so this living girls thing, has just become a problem. and thus, i am so not psyched on chicks right now (or dudes for that matter....i will explain in time). so we all came to the consensus last week, that we were going to have people over. for a little drinking and a little baking, which i at the time was super stoked about, because i wanted to invite people that i rather enjoy, but as yet haven't really chilled with. so anyway, everything's all ago. and i've invited my fair share. not alot. but the essentials. but i come home tonight, and i'm chiiling in my room downloading the newsies soundtrack, and laura comes down to talk. so we're chiilin and she mentions that apparetly, in my absence this evening everyone's decided that they don't want to have people over anymore. NEAT! good to mother f-ing know. so now i'm just super pissed because a) i was super psyched on the idea, and b) i now have to UNinvite people. SO LAME. i know it really shouldn't even be a big deal, but i'm so unimpressed right now. because since it was sort of my thing, this whole them deciding they don't want people over pretty much feels like they're sayng i can't have my friends over. whatever.
anyway, about the boy business, i called afdubs yesterday after much ollie's weirdness last week. no call back, so i'm done. garrrr. i'm just a ball of frustration right now. (or even confusion if you wil....)