haha!! omg...
i just had this random though...well, not terribly random as i was going through my old lj entries...mike looks eerily similar to lieutenant rogers...ha! both have that really thick, dark hair, dark eyes, kind face...mmm.
fabulous.
considering i was so hot for Lt. Rogers...still kinda am. lol. just not like before. :)
stewart called me tonight. we talked for a very long time. it was nice.
he's nothing romantic to me. i'm just a friend to him. and even as far as that goes, i'm not going to be too involved with his life. i decided i can take talking to him, listening, becaus that IS something i'm good at. that and offering advice. he did say he missed me since i was everything good that he looked for...and then he proceeded to list them off.
nice chest, nice butt, great pussy (*blush*), just freaky enough, and the noises i make are fantastic.
i said thanks but that stuff can't happen if we're going to be friends. i have a boyfriend. i love the boyfriend.
he said he knows. he just wants to talk to me. because i actually have stuff to say. i have substance. he said since meeting me, he has met one other girl like that but she's engaged. because she decided that he's got too much going on with his two kids and exwife.
i said, "yeah, i understand that sentiment. you've got lots of drama, stewart."
"*sigh* i know."
i was able to get over to mike's for a while today after cleaning and stuff. he's looking for a roommate.
he says he prefers female roommates (cleanliness and attitudes and whatnot).
which i said i was NOT cool with.
not sure why...and what a coincidence that this falls on the day i post an entry about shooting ourselves in the foot and whatnot. it's not that i think he'll cheat on me with her i just...it's just not...oh, someone has to have the words that i can't formulate!!
at any rate, he understands and said he'll just be extremely picky about a guy.
and then i said, "well, you can have a chick for a roommate...if she's ugly. or a lesbian. or both. and i get to judge the ugliness."
he laughed.
but then turned very serious as he kissed me on the nose and said, "i'm very loyal, i want you to know that. i know we started off funny and it doesn't seem that way but...i am. and i love you. you know i think you're amazing." and yada yada.
and i said i know, but i just really would prefer he gets a guy.
he drew up a nice hot bath for me tonight. :D i've been really sore as i've been working away on the house so it was sweet. then we laid out nakie in front of the fire. had sex. yay!
oh, i love him.
-thereallola
fabulous.
considering i was so hot for Lt. Rogers...still kinda am. lol. just not like before. :)
stewart called me tonight. we talked for a very long time. it was nice.
he's nothing romantic to me. i'm just a friend to him. and even as far as that goes, i'm not going to be too involved with his life. i decided i can take talking to him, listening, becaus that IS something i'm good at. that and offering advice. he did say he missed me since i was everything good that he looked for...and then he proceeded to list them off.
nice chest, nice butt, great pussy (*blush*), just freaky enough, and the noises i make are fantastic.
i said thanks but that stuff can't happen if we're going to be friends. i have a boyfriend. i love the boyfriend.
he said he knows. he just wants to talk to me. because i actually have stuff to say. i have substance. he said since meeting me, he has met one other girl like that but she's engaged. because she decided that he's got too much going on with his two kids and exwife.
i said, "yeah, i understand that sentiment. you've got lots of drama, stewart."
"*sigh* i know."
i was able to get over to mike's for a while today after cleaning and stuff. he's looking for a roommate.
he says he prefers female roommates (cleanliness and attitudes and whatnot).
which i said i was NOT cool with.
not sure why...and what a coincidence that this falls on the day i post an entry about shooting ourselves in the foot and whatnot. it's not that i think he'll cheat on me with her i just...it's just not...oh, someone has to have the words that i can't formulate!!
at any rate, he understands and said he'll just be extremely picky about a guy.
and then i said, "well, you can have a chick for a roommate...if she's ugly. or a lesbian. or both. and i get to judge the ugliness."
he laughed.
but then turned very serious as he kissed me on the nose and said, "i'm very loyal, i want you to know that. i know we started off funny and it doesn't seem that way but...i am. and i love you. you know i think you're amazing." and yada yada.
and i said i know, but i just really would prefer he gets a guy.
he drew up a nice hot bath for me tonight. :D i've been really sore as i've been working away on the house so it was sweet. then we laid out nakie in front of the fire. had sex. yay!
oh, i love him.
-thereallola