bored
i'm so bored of shit at the moment. prepare for a rant and a moan.
the studio.
although a great opportunity, i'm so bloody sick of living with the taciturn morose jan and his plain thick dull homely bore of a girlfriend. i can't wait until she leaves.
shoots
everyone on holiday at the moment and trying to get anything do is like trying to swim in treacle...
love life
firyal is pissing me off. i'm like what's the point? she didn't make any space for me this week. she asked me if i could meet her on the weekend... in the afternoon... i mean the fucking afternoon. and she knows i work on weekends anyway so what an empty gesture...
i think it might be a good time to just walk away before it gets serious. she's most likely going to leave london at the end of the year anyway so no point in getting involved. frankly it feels like a big two fingers she's giving me so... insult taken.
although there are so many good things going on in my life at the moment and superficially i've never had it so good, i don't think i've felt this dissatisfied in a long time. i'm not going to jump in front of the train just yet though cause i know most of this is going to change in the near future.
the studio.
although a great opportunity, i'm so bloody sick of living with the taciturn morose jan and his plain thick dull homely bore of a girlfriend. i can't wait until she leaves.
shoots
everyone on holiday at the moment and trying to get anything do is like trying to swim in treacle...
love life
firyal is pissing me off. i'm like what's the point? she didn't make any space for me this week. she asked me if i could meet her on the weekend... in the afternoon... i mean the fucking afternoon. and she knows i work on weekends anyway so what an empty gesture...
i think it might be a good time to just walk away before it gets serious. she's most likely going to leave london at the end of the year anyway so no point in getting involved. frankly it feels like a big two fingers she's giving me so... insult taken.
although there are so many good things going on in my life at the moment and superficially i've never had it so good, i don't think i've felt this dissatisfied in a long time. i'm not going to jump in front of the train just yet though cause i know most of this is going to change in the near future.