All right! Hold up!
Why am I being blamed? What the hell is this?!?
I'm terribly upset that LD has to leave. I'm trying not to make it harder on both of us. If we don't talk about it much, I don't have to cry as much. But then I get blamed for wanting LD to leave? For not wanting him here?
Oh gee, so what am I supposed to do? Let him stay and get eaten by Mo? No, I am not going to let that happen. Because what would be the point? "Oh, well at least I died being with you?". NO. I refuse to let that happen.
And it isn't that Wade and Justin don't want LD here. That is compeltely wrong. They want LD to be safe. I'm sure Lance and JC would feel the same way, for God's sake.
Why do I have to put up a fight in order to let him stay, where he's just going to end up freaking HURT? I don't get it. I don't WANT him to go, but I am NOT going to let him be hurt, which will make me miserable either way.
Apparantly, I'm just a jerk. Oh well, huh? I'm a jerk for caring.
And just to inform you all...I never treated him like he was non-existent. He's been lying around moping when we could have been out playing or something.
I'm terribly upset that LD has to leave. I'm trying not to make it harder on both of us. If we don't talk about it much, I don't have to cry as much. But then I get blamed for wanting LD to leave? For not wanting him here?
Oh gee, so what am I supposed to do? Let him stay and get eaten by Mo? No, I am not going to let that happen. Because what would be the point? "Oh, well at least I died being with you?". NO. I refuse to let that happen.
And it isn't that Wade and Justin don't want LD here. That is compeltely wrong. They want LD to be safe. I'm sure Lance and JC would feel the same way, for God's sake.
Why do I have to put up a fight in order to let him stay, where he's just going to end up freaking HURT? I don't get it. I don't WANT him to go, but I am NOT going to let him be hurt, which will make me miserable either way.
Apparantly, I'm just a jerk. Oh well, huh? I'm a jerk for caring.
And just to inform you all...I never treated him like he was non-existent. He's been lying around moping when we could have been out playing or something.