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"Lack of will power has caused more failure than lack of intelligence or ability"
I may have not have been the fastest shooter, the quickest skater, the hardest hitter, or score all the goals or even make the most saves...but i bet you i had the most heart out of anyone thats ever played the game
ok so this is the deal....the doctor said i cant play hockey anymore. and today i did i know its not smart but my promise is i will not play competitive anymore. when i played today it didnt feel right i didnt want to scare anyone so i didnt say anything but it hurts to keep playing. Honestly i cant remember a day when i didnt play hockey. ever since i was 2 years old and even before i could skate i played hockey. i always remember the days where i played with matt in the basement for endless hours pretending to be our favorite players. i remember when i was 4 and told my mom that i was going to be in the NHL. i even remember wanting to play in a league forever but we couldnt afford it for the longest time so i had to wait. by biggest role model back when i started was matt, even though noone knows that not even him i would watch him and try to be just as equal in talent as he was. i remember being the captain for 3 of my roller hockey teams i played on at one time. i was 12 playing with 18 year olds. or when i first got into ice hockey and was a player and scoring 65 goals in my first season and being a captain even though i couldnt stop for anything. or my first season i played tender winning MVP so drunk i couldnt see the puck. Im gonna miss it all and everyone who played with me and believing in me. i wont be able to compete at the level i was ready for a year ago. i dont have much more to say then the run for "the dream" has officially ended today.
ps im sorry to everyone ive let down :/
I may have not have been the fastest shooter, the quickest skater, the hardest hitter, or score all the goals or even make the most saves...but i bet you i had the most heart out of anyone thats ever played the game
ok so this is the deal....the doctor said i cant play hockey anymore. and today i did i know its not smart but my promise is i will not play competitive anymore. when i played today it didnt feel right i didnt want to scare anyone so i didnt say anything but it hurts to keep playing. Honestly i cant remember a day when i didnt play hockey. ever since i was 2 years old and even before i could skate i played hockey. i always remember the days where i played with matt in the basement for endless hours pretending to be our favorite players. i remember when i was 4 and told my mom that i was going to be in the NHL. i even remember wanting to play in a league forever but we couldnt afford it for the longest time so i had to wait. by biggest role model back when i started was matt, even though noone knows that not even him i would watch him and try to be just as equal in talent as he was. i remember being the captain for 3 of my roller hockey teams i played on at one time. i was 12 playing with 18 year olds. or when i first got into ice hockey and was a player and scoring 65 goals in my first season and being a captain even though i couldnt stop for anything. or my first season i played tender winning MVP so drunk i couldnt see the puck. Im gonna miss it all and everyone who played with me and believing in me. i wont be able to compete at the level i was ready for a year ago. i dont have much more to say then the run for "the dream" has officially ended today.
ps im sorry to everyone ive let down :/