The Ring - Log between Jack & Ianto [#TorchwoodRP]
Warning: some adult content contained within.
Ianto_Jones:
*wakes up slowly in Jack's arms, deciding this spot is too comfortable to move from*
therealcaptjack:
*and Jack's okay with that. His arms are around Ianto as well, moving in and out of a restful state. He's at peace*
Ianto_Jones:
*he cuddles a bit closer, his hand trailing over Jack's chest* Morning.
therealcaptjack:
*he closes his eyes for a minute, resting his hand over Ianto's* morning.
Ianto_Jones:
How're you feeling?
therealcaptjack:
I'm all right. More worried about you though.
Ianto_Jones:
What about me?
therealcaptjack:
Just well... you seemed a bit upset the other night. that's all.
Ianto_Jones:
I'm sorry. *he shifts closer, kissing Jack softly* Didn't mean to worry you.
therealcaptjack:
*he returns the kiss, hand resting on Ianto's back* Man's allowed to worry about his lover.
Ianto_Jones:
*he settles under Jack's touch* But not so much that I'm a burden.
therealcaptjack:
*he draws his fingers along Ianto's back* Never a burden. I promise you that. You're never a burden to me.
Ianto_Jones:
I have to say I have trouble believing that after everything I've put you through.
therealcaptjack:
*he shrugs* I'm not complaining. It's what you do when you care for someone.
Ianto_Jones:
*he smiles and kisses Jack's chest* You know I'd do the same for you.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit at the light kiss* Yes, I know you would. I never doubted that.
Ianto_Jones:
Good.
therealcaptjack:
*he closes his eyes again* Everything's quiet upstairs. Let's stay here for a bit.
Ianto_Jones:
Sounds good to me. *he wraps his arms around Jack's middle, humming softly. everything's finally getting better for him. easier. but really, nothing's better at all. he's alive. he's sober. he has Jack. he should be happy. but, Lisa...*
therealcaptjack:
*he watches Ianto, half wondering if everything is all right. But unsure if he should say anything. So he remains quiet.*
Ianto_Jones:
*after a time* You're awfully quiet.
therealcaptjack:
Not much to say, I guess. *he sighs* how's Lisa doing?
Ianto_Jones:
Recovering. She was homeless. Nearly dead. I had just...forgot about her.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* don't blame yourself. You had no way of knowing what had happened.
Ianto_Jones:
I didn't even look for her.
therealcaptjack:
You didn't know. You can't blame yourself. And you were still recovering too.
Ianto_Jones:
From /what/?
therealcaptjack:
From everything. I don't know. Or blame me for distracting you. *he closes his eyes but his arms are still around Ianto* you had no way of knowing where she had gone. She easily could have disappeared.
Ianto_Jones:
*he wishes he had an excuse like recovering from something but this was far too recent to count* But the fact was I never even looked.
therealcaptjack:
*his hands still* I don't know what to tell you. If you want to go to her... go.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't. I just wish this whole situation were different.
therealcaptjack:
I wont lie... I wish it was too. But I don't think she'll ever be able to understand how you can love the man who killed her.
Ianto_Jones:
Sometimes I don't even understand it. But it doesn't change the fact that I do.
therealcaptjack:
There are times even I wonder. But I wont complain either.
Ianto_Jones:
Neither will I. *he sighs* This would be easier on both of us if she had never come back. I don't want her dead, but at the same time, she'd most likely be better off. *he realises what he's saying and lets his head drop to the pillow* God, I'm a horrible person. No wonder I drank. How else could I live with myself? *he laughs, but it's forced. empty*
therealcaptjack:
*he rolls toward Ianto* listen to me. You're not a horrible person. And that also wasn't the reason you drank. You believed she was dead.
Ianto_Jones:
I believed she was dead, and now she's back, and it's like I don't care. Did you not hear me? I've just said she'd be better off dead.
therealcaptjack:
And im supposed to be te only one who comes back. You mourned. You grieved. You moved on. And now you have to revisit that pain.
Ianto_Jones:
I only say she'd be better off dead, because it would save /her/ this heartache.
therealcaptjack:
You're not a bad person. You logically see the bigger picture. Maybe im to blame for your viewpoint now. I don't know.
Ianto_Jones:
Don't blame yourself for helping me be open-minded. That's not a bad thing.
therealcaptjack:
*he bites his lip. Talking morality to Jack harkness isn't exactly easy as he understood how Ianto meant it*
Ianto_Jones:
*he pauses* What.
therealcaptjack:
I understand how you meant it, Ianto. I know there wasn't any malice toward her. That you were only thinking of -her-.
Ianto_Jones:
I am. But how do I tell /her/ that?
therealcaptjack:
Well, I wouldn't say those same words. But that you've started a new chapter in your life. And while she can be in it, not in the same way.
Ianto_Jones:
She knows all that, though, doesn't she. She knows 'we can still be friends.'
therealcaptjack:
I... assume she's less than thrilled with that plan.
Ianto_Jones:
Something like that. *he sighs, after a time* Jack.
therealcaptjack:
I'd offer to talk to her, but I'm not so sure that would do much good. *he resumes rubbing Ianto's back, half curling around him* ...yes?
Ianto_Jones:
*he pauses, then sighs again* She and I had talked about it. Getting married.
therealcaptjack:
Is... that why you had asked me? Part of the reason, anyway.
Ianto_Jones:
*he looks up* No, Jack. I asked you to marry me because I wanted you to marry me. Lisa has nothing to do with it.
therealcaptjack:
*he gives him a small smile* anyway -- I'm not surprised you had talked about it with her.
Ianto_Jones:
We hadn't just talked about it. I'd asked her. She'd said yes.
therealcaptjack:
*he grows very, very still. What can he really say to that?* ...oh.
Ianto_Jones:
*he's fidgeting nervously. he has to choose his words carefully, otherwise he'll blow it with Jack* Thing is... *he thinks, then starts again, looking down* The thing is, I still have this wedding band.
therealcaptjack:
*he has no idea why Ianto should be so nervous, and then he finally hears the pitch* what... about it?
Ianto_Jones:
I just, I know you've said no. But I just thought, maybe I could wear it. To let others know I'm not available.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit. In this, what's the harm of indulging?* You sure you want to use the same band?
Ianto_Jones:
*He pauses, a bit shocked* I...can't really afford to buy a second ring just because, can I.
therealcaptjack:
Ianto. Just because I have notions that say I don't want to get married again should you haev to completely suffer. If you want to wear a ring, who the hell am I to tell you no? And I'm sure you both picked out the bands. It sends rather mixed messages, does it not?
Ianto_Jones:
I don't see what that has to do with this ring. I can't afford a new one, and even so, what would I do with the original?
therealcaptjack:
up to you what you do with the old one. As for affording? *softly* take my credit card, would you?
Ianto_Jones:
*he stops, and sits up, not facing Jack* Jack. You can't say no to me, and then offer to buy me a ring.
therealcaptjack:
*he sighs, not moving from his prone position* I'm sorry. I just hate you talking about money. Particularly when I have a lot of it.
Ianto_Jones:
But I don't. I never have. I never will. And that's fine with me.
therealcaptjack:
*he stares up at the ceiling* I said no because I'm not cut out for marriage. Not because I don't love you. And if you want to wear a band, the least I can do is purchase one for you, isn't it?
Ianto_Jones:
What is it about you that isn't cut out? And buying me a ring isn't exactly subtle, Jack. You can't say you don't do marriage and then buy me the universal symbol for a married man.
therealcaptjack:
But.. I don't want you to have to worry about money, Ianto. Ever.
Ianto_Jones:
I /don't/ worry about money, though. It's not important.
therealcaptjack:
There are a lot of things. *he rubs the back of his neck. Like 'until death do us part'*
Ianto_Jones:
Yet you'll buy me a ring.
therealcaptjack:
technically it comes from our funds. It's different. It's something you want. I'm okay with it. And I don't want you to feel odd wearing the ring that was intended to bind you to another person.
Ianto_Jones:
*he's quiet for a time* But you won't wear one. *he's not asking. He's not upset. He's just confirming*
therealcaptjack:
*softly* how little will you think of me if I say 'no'?
Ianto_Jones:
You won't say yes to me, yet you'll buy me a ring. And still, you won't wear one yourself. It feels like you're pitying me. I won't think little of you. *he knows Jack's going to say no, so he speaks present tense* I'm disappointed. Obviously. But not upset.
therealcaptjack:
I'm not pitying you. *he closes his eyes* holding back this one part of me is what's going to keep me from going spare when I lose you.
therealcaptjack:
That's why I won't wear one. Or won't marry you. I have to hold something back or I WILL lose it when your time comes. so yes, I'll buy you a ring, but that's why I can't wear it. *he lays back against the pillows, eyes shut*
Ianto_Jones:
I didn't ask for a ring. I just wanted to know if it was okay that I wore one. *he now wishes he hadn't asked*
therealcaptjack:
I know you didn't. but I'm offering. If you want to wear a ring, go ahead. I don't mind. about 21 hours ago
Ianto_Jones:
*he's quiet* Thank you. *again, he's not so sure he wants to anymore. he feels like he's pressuring Jack*
therealcaptjack:
*softly* Ianto, would you look at me? Please?
Ianto_Jones:
*looks up at Jack, pushing it to the back of his mind, out of the way* Hm?
therealcaptjack:
*he draws in a breath* when my wife died... I lost it. Completely. And I made a pact with myself that I'd never fall in that deeply again. It's a pact I haven't kept on several occasions. The only constant has been I never married.
therealcaptjack:
But just because you fell for the immortal man, doesn't mean I have the right to deprive you of those feelings either.
Ianto_Jones:
So you're just going to hold back? I love you, I'm not going to hurt you, Jack. That makes this rather one-sided, I must say.
therealcaptjack:
No, it doesn't. Im with you, Ianto. You're my partner. And I know you wont hurt me. But if I don't hold onto one piece... I know I'll lose my mind when you die. I need one small piece. But I can at least buy the ring for you. Its my way of showing how committed I am.
Ianto_Jones:
*he hates hearing about what will happen to Jack when Ianto dies* What if I didn't have to die, Jack?
therealcaptjack:
*he shakes his head* I don't want you latching onto a hope like that. What happened to me was a fluke. And I *did* die. What happens if it doesn't work? I lose you sooner.
Ianto_Jones:
*he interrupts Jack.* /If/, I couldn't die....would you have said yes.
therealcaptjack:
*all he can do is answer honestly. And he knows Ianto will probably leave. But Jack has never been tied to one person for over 40 years and he knows Ianto won't take it well, but he's backed into a corner* I...don't know. Im sorry, but I don't. *he tries to hold him tighter*
Ianto_Jones:
Then don't say this is about me being mortal. Just tell me what it's really about, and we'll be fine.
therealcaptjack:
It is a lot about you being mortal. And its a lot about me and not... often doing an exclusive relationship. I want to be honest, but I dont want to hurt you either. I love you. Deeply. *he pulls Ianto as close as humanly possible kissing him. Trying to show him how much he loves him*
Ianto_Jones:
*he knows Jack will get sick of him. He'll want to go offin search of greener pastures and younger meat. So Ianto just needs to make the most of the time he has with Jack, where Jack still loves him. He leans into Jack's tighter embrace, curling closer. returns the kiss, nestling close* I love you, too.
therealcaptjack:
*Softly* can we... just take this a day at a time? *he moves onto his back, tugging Ianto on top* but... if you'll let me, I'll buy it.
Ianto_Jones:
Of course. I'm sorry. I was expecting too much of you. I didn't mean to put so much pressure on.
therealcaptjack:
I know. And it's uncharted territory for me as well. Im doing the best I can, and I don't want to disappoint you. Which is why im trying to be wholly honest with you. I love you, Ianto. More than anything. And I know I can't give you everything you want, but I can at least make up for it in other ways. This I one of them. *he threads his fingers through Ianto's hair, massaging his scalp.*
Ianto_Jones:
*he smiles faintly. He knows if he's with Jack, this is the closest thing he'll ever get to marriage or a commitment ceremony: Jack buying him a ring. He nods, resting his head on Jack's chest* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
Because I want you to be happy. And I don't want you to look back and regret your decision to be my lover and my partner.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't expect everything I want. That's not how a relationship works. You never aak me for anything, why should I get to ask you? We're equals. But I want you to be happy as well.
therealcaptjack:
I am. I never would have asked you to move in otherwise.
Ianto_Jones:
I just don't want you to feel like this isn't enough for me. You don't need to accomodate me every step of the way. I'm just not going to voice any petty desires from now on.
therealcaptjack:
Ianto. They're not petty. Not in the slightest. I want you to be able to talk and ask me. No matter how insignificant you think it is. Holding back leads to resentment in the end. I want you to be honest. Not hide things from me.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't want /you/ to resent me when I run you ragged.
therealcaptjack:
I won't. And I'd also tell you before you ran me ragged too. *kisses him gently* but you haven't yet.
Ianto_Jones:
*mutters after* "Yet."
therealcaptjack:
*gently smacks his arse* oi. None of that. You know what I meant.
Ianto_Jones:
Hm. *he doesn't react, other than curling closer*
therealcaptjack:
Ianto... you did know what I meant, yeah? *his hands settle on Ianto's back*
Ianto_Jones:
*nods, giving him a smile* Yeah.
therealcaptjack:
Wanting... to make sure. Because I doubt there's anything you could do to 'run me ragged' as you put it.
Ianto_Jones:
You didn't even leave me when I was sick. You're incredible.
therealcaptjack:
Of course I wouldn't. What sort of man abandons his lover in his hour of need?
Ianto_Jones:
*deadpan* Perhaps heroin would have a different effect.
therealcaptjack:
I'll ignore the heroin bit. *he shrugs* I wasn't going to leave you to figure things out for yourself.
Ianto_Jones:
It was hardly an hour. More like half a year. *quiet* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
*he lightly touches Ianto's face* you're welcome.
Ianto_Jones:
*after a time* I looked at the CCTV. While you were away.
therealcaptjack:
*his hands still again* Did you...? *pause* and?
Ianto_Jones:
I didn't like it.
therealcaptjack:
*he exhales* I'm... sure not. It wasn't pretty.
Ianto_Jones:
*he looks away* I made sure to view more than one entry. It just went on. *he looks back to Jack* I'd like to wipe it, if that's alright.
therealcaptjack:
I wish you didn't look at it, but... maybe you needed to see it.
Ianto_Jones:
I got it over with, I never need to see it again. May I destroy those files. I know it's against Torchwood policy as all evidence and record must remain recovered and intact, but if you'll allow it, I'd like this to be the exception.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* In this, there's nothing to be gained by keeping that.
Ianto_Jones:
*quietly* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
I think it's safe to say... there won't be a repeat.
Ianto_Jones:
*he shakes his head* No. I swore, not another drink as long as I live. There won't be a repeat.
therealcaptjack:
Then I'll delete them. Tomorrow. Don't feel much like getting up.
Ianto_Jones:
*lays himself down again, his head resting on Jack's chest* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
*he rubs Ianto's back again* You're welcome.
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles softly, then* Hey. We were meant to go out, weren't we?
therealcaptjack:
Mmm. I suppose we were. *he tries to pull Ianto up for a kiss* Do you... feel better about things? Lisa... and everything else?
Ianto_Jones:
Some. I'm still scared for her. I wish this hadn't happened.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* I do too, I won't lie. But... we'll deal with it. We'll work through it. That's all.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't know what to do. I usually know what to do.
therealcaptjack:
*softly* I... don't know what to tell you.
Ianto_Jones:
It'll be okay. We'll figure something out. *he's trying to convince himself more than anything*
therealcaptjack:
*he lightly touches Ianto's face* We -will-. I promise, we'll figure something out no matter what.
Ianto_Jones:
How do we fix this?
therealcaptjack:
I don't know. But we'll figure it out. Somehow.
Ianto_Jones:
Okay. Okay. *he settles some* How are /you/, though?
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a little* Worried about you in all honesty. I know you're fine. And I know -we- are fine. But I still worry.
Ianto_Jones:
*Sighs* I've noticed you always do that.
therealcaptjack:
Like I know you worry about me. Like when I go out by myself to hunt Weevils. It's the hazard of loving someone.
Ianto_Jones:
I guess it is. Irrational. I know you can't die. And you know I'm fine.
therealcaptjack:
It is irrational. *pulls him up for a kiss* But it's how we both work.
Ianto_Jones:
Perhaps why we fit?
therealcaptjack:
I think so. *he smiles up at Ianto* So, well, any complaints if we stay in bed for a while?
Ianto_Jones:
Nope. None here.
therealcaptjack:
Bloody fantastic. *he rolls over so he's on top* Any... requests? *smirks* Or should I just distract you for a bit?
Ianto_Jones:
*murmurs, staring up at Jack* The second one.
therealcaptjack:
*he leans down, slowly kissing him* More than willing to do that.
Ianto_Jones:
*through soft breathes* Gofor it.
therealcaptjack:
*he kisses his way down along Ianto's chest, nipping every so often*
Ianto_Jones:
*moans softly every now and again, arching his back up a bit*
therealcaptjack:
*he hovers, enjoying this bit of play. Just touching and kissing and tasting but going no farther*
Ianto_Jones:
*whines softly.* What are you talking about? *read as: why are you speaking and not putting your mouth on my lower body?*
therealcaptjack:
*kisses his abdomen and then, looks up* Well, maybe I lied. Do you... well... want to get it?
Ianto_Jones:
I have no idea. Whatever you're talking about, it's taking up valuable time that could be spent with your hands down my trousers.
therealcaptjack:
*he murmurs against Ianto's abdomen* what do you think I'm talking about? *moves lower, nipping along his inner thigh*
therealcaptjack:
*he slides said hand down Ianto's trousers, wrapping a hand around his length* The ring? What started most of this? *he smirks* or I can go find a cock ring and be done with it. *smiiiiiiirk*
Ianto_Jones:
*his heart pounds a bit when Jack mentions the ring, and then slows again and his cheeks go flush at the second mention of a ring* /Jack./
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles ever so slightly* Yes? Is that a yes to the first or to the second? *pause* or both?
Ianto_Jones:
The..the second. I mean, the second option. The both one.
therealcaptjack:
*he chuckles* Both it is. *there are times when toys in the bedroom can be quite a lot of fun. He rolls off Ianto* C'mon.
Ianto_Jones:
*he just lays there for a minute, recovering. then climbs out of bed, dressing* Where are we going?
therealcaptjack:
*watches him get dressed with a smile* Well, for the second, I know the perfect place... for the first? No bloody idea.
Ianto_Jones:
*tilts his head* Hm. Helpful.
therealcaptjack:
Hey, I know where the sex shops are. the Jewelry stores? Not so much. Where did you go before?
Ianto_Jones:
*scoffs* London.
therealcaptjack:
... right. Well... we'll find something, yeah. *steps toward him and gives him a long kiss* Grab one of the PDAs and run a search.
Ianto_Jones:
*he obliges, and blinks* A few not too far. One only about 15 minutes from here.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods and head toward the SUV, sliding into the Driver's side* give me the directions. *puts the car into reverse and starts driving*
Ianto_Jones:
Yes, sir. *navigates, with precision*
therealcaptjack:
*eight minutes later, they arrive* Fifteen minutes. Pah.
Ianto_Jones:
*grips the side of the oh shit handle, teeth chattering* Eight minutes at breakneck speed. You could've killed us. Must I remind you that I /can/ die? Quite permanently.
therealcaptjack:
*leans across the centre console and kisses him* Knew exactly what I was doing. C'mon. In we go.
Ianto_Jones:
*sighs into the kiss, and is pulled back to reality when jack climbs out of the car. he follows along, nervous as hell, heart pounding*
therealcaptjack:
*he lets Ianto enter, and falls behind a bit. In this, he'll let Ianto take the lead. This is VERY uncharted territory for Jack*
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*even though Ianto has no idea what he's doing either. he looks around, a bit shocked, before a saleswoman approaches them* Can I help you?
Ianto_Jones:
*he blinks to the woman. she's gorgeous and he doesn't know what he's doing. he doesn't know what to say*
therealcaptjack:
We're... uh... *jack rubs the back of his neck* That is to say, well... *mutters* I face down aliens daily... *louder* a ring.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*the woman blinks, and smiles* Well, I might have figured that. Have a seat. *Ianto sits, nervous* *the woman smiles, and looks to Ianto* Do you know her ring size? *Ianto blinks, and looks down. this is borderline painfully awkward*
therealcaptjack:
*without missing a beat, Jack puts a hand on Ianto's shoulder* Solid band. No gem. And his size is an 8.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks a few times, and then catches it, her eyes going a bit wide* Oh. /Oh./ For...I'm sorry, you'll have to forgive me.
therealcaptjack:
Don't worry about it. Just... the one, though.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*Ianto hears this and his eyes search the floor. the saleswoman is now even more confused* O- okay. *she pulls out a velvet pad and guides Ianto's hand to it* Did you have any idea of what you were looking for?
therealcaptjack:
*his thumb lightly rubs Ianto's shoulder, jack standing close to the other man*
Ianto_Jones:
*he murmurs* Jack, you don't have to do this.
therealcaptjack:
I know. that's why I am.
Ianto_Jones:
*he swallows, and looks back to his hand, speaking to the woman, ironically named Gwen.* Uhm. H-how do you mean?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she smiles softly* Silver? Gold? White? Any detailing or smaller gems?
Ianto_Jones:
*he shakes his head lightly* I don't.... I don't know. *looks up to Jack*
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit, standing behind Ianto, murmuring in his ear* whatever you want.
Ianto_Jones:
*sharply* I don't know what I want!
therealcaptjack:
*he blinks and actually takes a step back, saying nothing*
Ianto_Jones:
*he looks up and sees the way Jack recoils, and his face falls. he pulls his hand away from the pad and grabs his hand* No, no, no, that's not how I meant it.
therealcaptjack:
*he moves back toward Ianto once more, pressing against him, his chest to Ianto's shoulder* It's fine. *he points at one. Silver, with some etchings on it* like... that?
Ianto_Jones:
*he blinks, looking at it* That one's nice. But..wait, I don't like the raw edge. Can we get a border on that?
therealcaptjack:
*he looks at the woman, eyebrow raised* well, can you do that?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*he leans his head back a bit, leaning against jack's stomach, and moves his hand back. Gwen is pulling a ring with a border.* silver or gold border? *he thinks* Silver. All one material. *she slides it onto his finger and he bets Jack can feel his heart pounding. She smiles:* "How does that suit?"
therealcaptjack:
*jack smiles at that. It's what he would have chosen. One hand rests on the small of Ianto's back, watching the proceedings.*
Ianto_Jones:
*he nods, and studies it* I don't know.
therealcaptjack:
*Jack can, but he sure as hell isn't going to say anything* It looks good. But your choice.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*he hesitates, then looks to Gwen* May I see some examples of less subtle markings? *she pulls out another pad with multiple etchings designed into rings. he picks up a few and studies them* I'm looking for simple.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit* We can keep looking, Ianto. It's up to you. *he smiles, looking over them as well. Simple is nice. Ostentatious doesn't really suit Ianto in his mind*
Ianto_Jones:
*he finds one with an etched rim, and two small parallel etches around the band, in the middle.* This one. *he looks it over, sliding it on* This is the one.
therealcaptjack:
*he likes it, smiling as he watches Ianto put it on. he might not want to wear one, but he's glad to see Ianto happy* I'm glad.
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles softly, studying it. he murmurs, knowing it's only a dream, and it's way out of range for anything he'd ever let Jack pay for* It's brilliant.
therealcaptjack:
*he draws in a breath* It... looks good on you. *he leans down, lightly kissing Ianto's cheek* We'll take it. Just the one.
Ianto_Jones:
*his heart swells when he hears 'We'll take it', then sinks when he hears 'Just the one.' he nods, leaning into Jack, murmuring* Thank you. *he hates having Jack spend this kind of money on him, he's not used to being pampered, but the meaning of what Jack's doing for him is huge. he wonders if Jack knows how much this means*
therealcaptjack:
*Jack doesn't know what it means to Ianto. He just thinks he's buying something for Ianto, nothing more. He smiles, kissing Ianto this time* You're welcome.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*smiles into the kiss, as the saleswoman looks away to give them privacy. when they finish, Gwen looks to Jack* We can take multiple payments, with half down deposit, that's typically what happens. Any specific route you'd like to take?
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles* That won't be necessary. Will you accept a personal cheque? Or cash?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks, stunned that anyone would even carry that much in cash* Personal..cheque...is fine. *Ianto looks away. he's /almost/ embarrassed by Jack's showy display of his wealth.*
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* Not a problem. *he flashes her a smile, pulling out the checque book and writing her out for the full amount*
Ianto_Jones:
*he studies the ring as Jack pays, quiet* Thank you. Really. *inside he's screaming he loves him, and crying he's so happy. he hasn't been this happy in a very long time. it's a relief*
therealcaptjack:
*he doesn't think about money anymore. He has more than he'll ever need, and he's always getting more. So it's no object to him and that's why he did this for ianto. To make him happy.* You're welcome, lover. *he smiles, kissing him again*
Ianto_Jones:
*he watches Jack slide the cheque across, and his eyes widen at the amount* Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold on.
therealcaptjack:
*he hands the cheque over* What?
Ianto_Jones:
*he makes to pull the ring off* I know you have money, and lots of it, but that is too much.
therealcaptjack:
*he puts his hand over Ianto's to stop him* That's enough of that. It's not too much.
Ianto_Jones:
*he sits back* Jack... *he looks down at his hand*
therealcaptjack:
*he looks at Gwen* Is there somewhere we can talk in private? He and I?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks, and nods, backing up and heading to the back room to leave them alone*
therealcaptjack:
*he looks at Ianto once she leaves* Is it the money?
Ianto_Jones:
What else would it be?
therealcaptjack:
I really don't want to go ten rounds with this here. But... *he sighs* Ianto. Money doesn't -matter- to me.
Ianto_Jones:
*he pauses* I just don't want you to do put this kind of money into this just because. Do you have any idea what you're doing for me?
therealcaptjack:
It's something you want. I have the means to provide it for you. I told you I'd get you a ring.
Ianto_Jones:
Jack, this isn't just something I /want./ I don't just want a shiny expensive piece of jewelry, this /means/ something to me and I don't think it means the same to you.
therealcaptjack:
*he sighs* I know what it means. And just because I'm not getting myself one doesn't mean I don't understand the significance.
Ianto_Jones:
*he just studies him* do you really. understand.
therealcaptjack:
Yes, I do. Ianto, I told you I wouldn't get married, but I'm buying you a ring. Yes, I know what it signifies.
Ianto_Jones:
*he nods, looking down. he's just trying to contain his emotions right now. he leans against Jack, nestling his head in the crook of Jack's neck, shutting his eyes* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
And I'm sorry I can't purchase one for me as well... but this serves for us. It's the best I can do. *he holds Ianto close, murmuring* You're welcome -- and I love you.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*quietly* I love you, too. *he's relaxing, resting, his head on Jack's shoulder, when he blinks, spotting Gwen the saleswoman peering out at them through a window, confused. he pulls away from Jack, rubbing his neck*
therealcaptjack:
*softly* we okay then? I can buy this for you?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*nods, looking down, awkward as Gwen steps back out, making herself known* Are you gentlemen ready to go, then?
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles at her* Yes, we're ready. and we'll take it.
Ianto_Jones:
*he keeps his distance from Jack, at least a foot, just out of his embarrassment and Gwen's reaction, but he looks down, admiring the ring*
therealcaptjack:
*Jack's oblivious to his awkwardness, taking care of the last of the things with her, though watches Ianto out of the corner of his eye*
Ianto_Jones:
*he doesn't say anything. he doesn't have any word, he doesn't know what to say. he has a ring. from Jack.*
therealcaptjack:
C'mon. *he gets the receipt* let's head back to the Hub. *he leads the way out then pauses* Fuck. I left the register in there. Wait here?
Ianto_Jones:
*he blinks, and nods, just standing outside the door, confused*
therealcaptjack:
*he heads back in* Er, Gwen?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*looks up, smiling* Yes, sir.
therealcaptjack:
*he clears his throat* the same style he purchased. I don't care what size it is. I need a second. And I did NOT just purchase this either. Are we clear on that point?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks, hesitant, then nods, not quite understanding* Size...doesn't matter?
therealcaptjack:
It's going on a key ring. I'm... well, it's a long story.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she raises her eyebrows* And this never happened? *she hands him a duplicate of Ianto's, exactly. Size 8. she rings him up but marks the ring half off, for buying two of the same of a VERY expensive ring, and because she loves what he's doing for the young man outside*
therealcaptjack:
*he nods, pocketing the ring* Never happened. And you didn't have to mark it off, but I appreciate it all the same. *he smiles, heading out. he smiles at Ianto* here we are. all set. *holds up the cheque book register*
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles at him as they head to the car, wrapping an arm around his waist and sliding his hand into Jack's back pocket* Ready to go?
therealcaptjack:
*he returns the favour, his hand in Ianto's pocket* Yes, ready to head back. Unless there's anything else you need while we're out?
Ianto_Jones:
Not that I can think of. *he grabs the keys* I'll drive.
therealcaptjack:
*he steals a kiss as Ianto takes the keys* If you insist.
Ianto_Jones:
I do. *he drives them back and has most of his clothes off before he even reaches the tourist office, shoving Jack up against the wall for a rough kiss*
therealcaptjack:
*he's grinning watching Ianto strip as they walk and before he can say anything, he's up against a wall* Well hello the-- *groans low*
Ianto_Jones:
*a hand travels down and slides into Jack's trousers as he kisses him, quick and rough and feverish*
therealcaptjack:
*mumbles against Ianto's lips* someone's anxious. *he grunts, letting Ianto strip him. He won't complain*
Ianto_Jones:
Just a bit. *he nearly tears Jack's shirt off, kissing a trail down his chest*
therealcaptjack:
*his hands fall to his sides, head falling back against the wall with a soft sigh* don't... stop...
Ianto_Jones:
*carefully pulls down Jack's trousers for easier access, fingers digging into his hipbones as he kissed and licked his way through Jack's lower body*
therealcaptjack:
*eyes closed, he threads his fingers through Ianto's hair, glad for the wall for support* -fuck-. Don't stop. More. Want you.
Ianto_Jones:
*he takes him in his mouth, hoping he's repaying Jack for what he did for Ianto today*
therealcaptjack:
*his head falls back and he doesn't even bother to stop the moan. His fingers tighten, keeping Ianto's head still* good -christ-.
Ianto_Jones:
*he delicately teases, keeping Jack close but not quite, letting the energy build up.*
therealcaptjack:
Ianto Jones... I swear to god, if you don't stop teasing, I'm going to fuck you against the desk... *which isn't really a threat is it?*
Ianto_Jones:
*this only encourages him and he traces his tongue lightly around, barely tickling the sensitive skin. he just waits until Jack hits peak*
therealcaptjack:
*better. Much, much better* -Close-. *his hands tighten, body tensing. He's ridiculously close*
Ianto_Jones:
*he waits it out, getting a bit more vigorous towards the end*
therealcaptjack:
*he tries to hold out but he can't and, within a few moments he reaches his peak with a low groan*
Ianto_Jones:
*he swallows and cleans Jack up, standing again with his hands on Jack's hips*
therealcaptjack:
*with a bit of a smirk, he leans forward and kisses Ianto deeply, drawing Ianto against his body*
Ianto_Jones:
*his hands slide back, his arms encircling Jack's waist, biting at Jack's lower lip*
therealcaptjack:
*his tongue sweeps through Ianto's mouth, backing him against the desk* Did forget something while we were out y'know...
Ianto_Jones:
*stumbles slightly, a sharp gasp escaping his lips when his back makes contact with the sharp edge. he grunts, their lips so close that the exhales of Ianto's words become Jack's inhales* What'd we forget.
therealcaptjack:
*murmuring against his lips, hands roaming his body* That cockring. *smirks and kisses him again*
Ianto_Jones:
*his eyes nearly roll back and he's aching for some sort of satisfaction* jesus, /that/ ring.
therealcaptjack:
*his hand runs along Ianto's hip, ignoring his groin* Yeah, that ring. We forgot. *sucks on his lower lip*
Ianto_Jones:
*his lower muscles tighten in anxiousness, he's going to kill Jack for being so close but so far. not that it would do anything*
therealcaptjack:
What was that? *nibbles on his lips again* Or turn around so I can make do on that promise.
Ianto_Jones:
*immediately does an about face, slamming his palms down onto the desk, gritting his teeth*
therealcaptjack:
One would think you didn't want sex. *smirks, reaching for the oil to prepare, kissing the back of Ianto's neck*
Ianto_Jones:
Who said that? I want sex. I definitely want sex.
therealcaptjack:
*chuckles, moving into place behind him* Do you? I can't quite tell... *nips at his ear*
Ianto_Jones:
*near slurs* Mmmm, mhm.
therealcaptjack:
*he grins and, with a final nip to Ianto's ear, finally enters him, hips already rocking and moving*
Ianto_Jones:
*he groans, an arm awkwardly snaking up and over his shoulder to cup the back of Jack's neck*
therealcaptjack:
*he presses himself flat against Ianto, leaning into that hand with a groan, hips working him over as best he can*
Ianto_Jones:
*he grinds lightly against the edge, trying to alleviate some of the built up pressure*
therealcaptjack:
*he reaches a hand around to Ianto's front, stroking him while his hips pound into him*
Ianto_Jones:
*he's getting pleasure in the front and the back and life couldn't be better right now.* Mm... J- Jack.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles, kissing the back of his neck* Yes, lover?
Ianto_Jones:
Hrm... mm... *he justs his eyes* I just... mm... *he's lost all coherency by now*
Ianto_Jones:
*he groans, trying to hold on. he doesn't want it to end*
therealcaptjack:
*he murmurs in Ianto's ear, hips actually speeding up* Let go, lover. Come for me.
Ianto_Jones:
*he waits it out a bit longer, then obliges, nearly collapsing over the desk, panting. he looks down and notes the redness of his hip-bones from repeatedly slamming into the desk edge. they'll be bruised tomorrow.*
therealcaptjack:
*he reaches his peak with Ianto, collapsing against him and draping his body over Ianto's. He's spent and completely sated*
Ianto_Jones:
*he feels the weight of Jack on him, and pants against the desk, laughing lightly* oh, god.
therealcaptjack:
*he cracks open an eye* hrm...?
Ianto_Jones:
*sighs* Brilliant.
therealcaptjack:
*almost reluctantly, he slides back, grumbling with loss of contact* C'mon. Bed. And we'll see if Owen's here and we can scar him for a few days. *smirk*
Ianto_Jones:
*he whines when Jack lifts his weight, and turns, pressing himself against Jack with his arms around his waist* Must we? Bed, I mean.
therealcaptjack:
*he slides his arms around Ianto, stealing a kiss first* What's wrong with our bed? Where would you rather be?
Ianto_Jones:
*he sighs* Yeah. bed.
therealcaptjack:
*lightly touches Ianto* What's wrong?
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles softly* Nothing. Just, spent. *smiles, softer this time, and kisses him* Let's just go to bed.
therealcaptjack:
*arms around Ianto, he shuffles them through the Hub and down to bed, curling up with his lover and lets his hands roam*
Ianto_Jones:
*he puts his hand over Jack's, staring at the ring. he doesn't take it off*
therealcaptjack:
*he hides the smile, watching Ianto. It's been a while since Ianto's looked this happy and content. He says nothing, just 'sleeps'*
Ianto_Jones:
*wakes up slowly in Jack's arms, deciding this spot is too comfortable to move from*
therealcaptjack:
*and Jack's okay with that. His arms are around Ianto as well, moving in and out of a restful state. He's at peace*
Ianto_Jones:
*he cuddles a bit closer, his hand trailing over Jack's chest* Morning.
therealcaptjack:
*he closes his eyes for a minute, resting his hand over Ianto's* morning.
Ianto_Jones:
How're you feeling?
therealcaptjack:
I'm all right. More worried about you though.
Ianto_Jones:
What about me?
therealcaptjack:
Just well... you seemed a bit upset the other night. that's all.
Ianto_Jones:
I'm sorry. *he shifts closer, kissing Jack softly* Didn't mean to worry you.
therealcaptjack:
*he returns the kiss, hand resting on Ianto's back* Man's allowed to worry about his lover.
Ianto_Jones:
*he settles under Jack's touch* But not so much that I'm a burden.
therealcaptjack:
*he draws his fingers along Ianto's back* Never a burden. I promise you that. You're never a burden to me.
Ianto_Jones:
I have to say I have trouble believing that after everything I've put you through.
therealcaptjack:
*he shrugs* I'm not complaining. It's what you do when you care for someone.
Ianto_Jones:
*he smiles and kisses Jack's chest* You know I'd do the same for you.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit at the light kiss* Yes, I know you would. I never doubted that.
Ianto_Jones:
Good.
therealcaptjack:
*he closes his eyes again* Everything's quiet upstairs. Let's stay here for a bit.
Ianto_Jones:
Sounds good to me. *he wraps his arms around Jack's middle, humming softly. everything's finally getting better for him. easier. but really, nothing's better at all. he's alive. he's sober. he has Jack. he should be happy. but, Lisa...*
therealcaptjack:
*he watches Ianto, half wondering if everything is all right. But unsure if he should say anything. So he remains quiet.*
Ianto_Jones:
*after a time* You're awfully quiet.
therealcaptjack:
Not much to say, I guess. *he sighs* how's Lisa doing?
Ianto_Jones:
Recovering. She was homeless. Nearly dead. I had just...forgot about her.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* don't blame yourself. You had no way of knowing what had happened.
Ianto_Jones:
I didn't even look for her.
therealcaptjack:
You didn't know. You can't blame yourself. And you were still recovering too.
Ianto_Jones:
From /what/?
therealcaptjack:
From everything. I don't know. Or blame me for distracting you. *he closes his eyes but his arms are still around Ianto* you had no way of knowing where she had gone. She easily could have disappeared.
Ianto_Jones:
*he wishes he had an excuse like recovering from something but this was far too recent to count* But the fact was I never even looked.
therealcaptjack:
*his hands still* I don't know what to tell you. If you want to go to her... go.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't. I just wish this whole situation were different.
therealcaptjack:
I wont lie... I wish it was too. But I don't think she'll ever be able to understand how you can love the man who killed her.
Ianto_Jones:
Sometimes I don't even understand it. But it doesn't change the fact that I do.
therealcaptjack:
There are times even I wonder. But I wont complain either.
Ianto_Jones:
Neither will I. *he sighs* This would be easier on both of us if she had never come back. I don't want her dead, but at the same time, she'd most likely be better off. *he realises what he's saying and lets his head drop to the pillow* God, I'm a horrible person. No wonder I drank. How else could I live with myself? *he laughs, but it's forced. empty*
therealcaptjack:
*he rolls toward Ianto* listen to me. You're not a horrible person. And that also wasn't the reason you drank. You believed she was dead.
Ianto_Jones:
I believed she was dead, and now she's back, and it's like I don't care. Did you not hear me? I've just said she'd be better off dead.
therealcaptjack:
And im supposed to be te only one who comes back. You mourned. You grieved. You moved on. And now you have to revisit that pain.
Ianto_Jones:
I only say she'd be better off dead, because it would save /her/ this heartache.
therealcaptjack:
You're not a bad person. You logically see the bigger picture. Maybe im to blame for your viewpoint now. I don't know.
Ianto_Jones:
Don't blame yourself for helping me be open-minded. That's not a bad thing.
therealcaptjack:
*he bites his lip. Talking morality to Jack harkness isn't exactly easy as he understood how Ianto meant it*
Ianto_Jones:
*he pauses* What.
therealcaptjack:
I understand how you meant it, Ianto. I know there wasn't any malice toward her. That you were only thinking of -her-.
Ianto_Jones:
I am. But how do I tell /her/ that?
therealcaptjack:
Well, I wouldn't say those same words. But that you've started a new chapter in your life. And while she can be in it, not in the same way.
Ianto_Jones:
She knows all that, though, doesn't she. She knows 'we can still be friends.'
therealcaptjack:
I... assume she's less than thrilled with that plan.
Ianto_Jones:
Something like that. *he sighs, after a time* Jack.
therealcaptjack:
I'd offer to talk to her, but I'm not so sure that would do much good. *he resumes rubbing Ianto's back, half curling around him* ...yes?
Ianto_Jones:
*he pauses, then sighs again* She and I had talked about it. Getting married.
therealcaptjack:
Is... that why you had asked me? Part of the reason, anyway.
Ianto_Jones:
*he looks up* No, Jack. I asked you to marry me because I wanted you to marry me. Lisa has nothing to do with it.
therealcaptjack:
*he gives him a small smile* anyway -- I'm not surprised you had talked about it with her.
Ianto_Jones:
We hadn't just talked about it. I'd asked her. She'd said yes.
therealcaptjack:
*he grows very, very still. What can he really say to that?* ...oh.
Ianto_Jones:
*he's fidgeting nervously. he has to choose his words carefully, otherwise he'll blow it with Jack* Thing is... *he thinks, then starts again, looking down* The thing is, I still have this wedding band.
therealcaptjack:
*he has no idea why Ianto should be so nervous, and then he finally hears the pitch* what... about it?
Ianto_Jones:
I just, I know you've said no. But I just thought, maybe I could wear it. To let others know I'm not available.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit. In this, what's the harm of indulging?* You sure you want to use the same band?
Ianto_Jones:
*He pauses, a bit shocked* I...can't really afford to buy a second ring just because, can I.
therealcaptjack:
Ianto. Just because I have notions that say I don't want to get married again should you haev to completely suffer. If you want to wear a ring, who the hell am I to tell you no? And I'm sure you both picked out the bands. It sends rather mixed messages, does it not?
Ianto_Jones:
I don't see what that has to do with this ring. I can't afford a new one, and even so, what would I do with the original?
therealcaptjack:
up to you what you do with the old one. As for affording? *softly* take my credit card, would you?
Ianto_Jones:
*he stops, and sits up, not facing Jack* Jack. You can't say no to me, and then offer to buy me a ring.
therealcaptjack:
*he sighs, not moving from his prone position* I'm sorry. I just hate you talking about money. Particularly when I have a lot of it.
Ianto_Jones:
But I don't. I never have. I never will. And that's fine with me.
therealcaptjack:
*he stares up at the ceiling* I said no because I'm not cut out for marriage. Not because I don't love you. And if you want to wear a band, the least I can do is purchase one for you, isn't it?
Ianto_Jones:
What is it about you that isn't cut out? And buying me a ring isn't exactly subtle, Jack. You can't say you don't do marriage and then buy me the universal symbol for a married man.
therealcaptjack:
But.. I don't want you to have to worry about money, Ianto. Ever.
Ianto_Jones:
I /don't/ worry about money, though. It's not important.
therealcaptjack:
There are a lot of things. *he rubs the back of his neck. Like 'until death do us part'*
Ianto_Jones:
Yet you'll buy me a ring.
therealcaptjack:
technically it comes from our funds. It's different. It's something you want. I'm okay with it. And I don't want you to feel odd wearing the ring that was intended to bind you to another person.
Ianto_Jones:
*he's quiet for a time* But you won't wear one. *he's not asking. He's not upset. He's just confirming*
therealcaptjack:
*softly* how little will you think of me if I say 'no'?
Ianto_Jones:
You won't say yes to me, yet you'll buy me a ring. And still, you won't wear one yourself. It feels like you're pitying me. I won't think little of you. *he knows Jack's going to say no, so he speaks present tense* I'm disappointed. Obviously. But not upset.
therealcaptjack:
I'm not pitying you. *he closes his eyes* holding back this one part of me is what's going to keep me from going spare when I lose you.
therealcaptjack:
That's why I won't wear one. Or won't marry you. I have to hold something back or I WILL lose it when your time comes. so yes, I'll buy you a ring, but that's why I can't wear it. *he lays back against the pillows, eyes shut*
Ianto_Jones:
I didn't ask for a ring. I just wanted to know if it was okay that I wore one. *he now wishes he hadn't asked*
therealcaptjack:
I know you didn't. but I'm offering. If you want to wear a ring, go ahead. I don't mind. about 21 hours ago
Ianto_Jones:
*he's quiet* Thank you. *again, he's not so sure he wants to anymore. he feels like he's pressuring Jack*
therealcaptjack:
*softly* Ianto, would you look at me? Please?
Ianto_Jones:
*looks up at Jack, pushing it to the back of his mind, out of the way* Hm?
therealcaptjack:
*he draws in a breath* when my wife died... I lost it. Completely. And I made a pact with myself that I'd never fall in that deeply again. It's a pact I haven't kept on several occasions. The only constant has been I never married.
therealcaptjack:
But just because you fell for the immortal man, doesn't mean I have the right to deprive you of those feelings either.
Ianto_Jones:
So you're just going to hold back? I love you, I'm not going to hurt you, Jack. That makes this rather one-sided, I must say.
therealcaptjack:
No, it doesn't. Im with you, Ianto. You're my partner. And I know you wont hurt me. But if I don't hold onto one piece... I know I'll lose my mind when you die. I need one small piece. But I can at least buy the ring for you. Its my way of showing how committed I am.
Ianto_Jones:
*he hates hearing about what will happen to Jack when Ianto dies* What if I didn't have to die, Jack?
therealcaptjack:
*he shakes his head* I don't want you latching onto a hope like that. What happened to me was a fluke. And I *did* die. What happens if it doesn't work? I lose you sooner.
Ianto_Jones:
*he interrupts Jack.* /If/, I couldn't die....would you have said yes.
therealcaptjack:
*all he can do is answer honestly. And he knows Ianto will probably leave. But Jack has never been tied to one person for over 40 years and he knows Ianto won't take it well, but he's backed into a corner* I...don't know. Im sorry, but I don't. *he tries to hold him tighter*
Ianto_Jones:
Then don't say this is about me being mortal. Just tell me what it's really about, and we'll be fine.
therealcaptjack:
It is a lot about you being mortal. And its a lot about me and not... often doing an exclusive relationship. I want to be honest, but I dont want to hurt you either. I love you. Deeply. *he pulls Ianto as close as humanly possible kissing him. Trying to show him how much he loves him*
Ianto_Jones:
*he knows Jack will get sick of him. He'll want to go offin search of greener pastures and younger meat. So Ianto just needs to make the most of the time he has with Jack, where Jack still loves him. He leans into Jack's tighter embrace, curling closer. returns the kiss, nestling close* I love you, too.
therealcaptjack:
*Softly* can we... just take this a day at a time? *he moves onto his back, tugging Ianto on top* but... if you'll let me, I'll buy it.
Ianto_Jones:
Of course. I'm sorry. I was expecting too much of you. I didn't mean to put so much pressure on.
therealcaptjack:
I know. And it's uncharted territory for me as well. Im doing the best I can, and I don't want to disappoint you. Which is why im trying to be wholly honest with you. I love you, Ianto. More than anything. And I know I can't give you everything you want, but I can at least make up for it in other ways. This I one of them. *he threads his fingers through Ianto's hair, massaging his scalp.*
Ianto_Jones:
*he smiles faintly. He knows if he's with Jack, this is the closest thing he'll ever get to marriage or a commitment ceremony: Jack buying him a ring. He nods, resting his head on Jack's chest* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
Because I want you to be happy. And I don't want you to look back and regret your decision to be my lover and my partner.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't expect everything I want. That's not how a relationship works. You never aak me for anything, why should I get to ask you? We're equals. But I want you to be happy as well.
therealcaptjack:
I am. I never would have asked you to move in otherwise.
Ianto_Jones:
I just don't want you to feel like this isn't enough for me. You don't need to accomodate me every step of the way. I'm just not going to voice any petty desires from now on.
therealcaptjack:
Ianto. They're not petty. Not in the slightest. I want you to be able to talk and ask me. No matter how insignificant you think it is. Holding back leads to resentment in the end. I want you to be honest. Not hide things from me.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't want /you/ to resent me when I run you ragged.
therealcaptjack:
I won't. And I'd also tell you before you ran me ragged too. *kisses him gently* but you haven't yet.
Ianto_Jones:
*mutters after* "Yet."
therealcaptjack:
*gently smacks his arse* oi. None of that. You know what I meant.
Ianto_Jones:
Hm. *he doesn't react, other than curling closer*
therealcaptjack:
Ianto... you did know what I meant, yeah? *his hands settle on Ianto's back*
Ianto_Jones:
*nods, giving him a smile* Yeah.
therealcaptjack:
Wanting... to make sure. Because I doubt there's anything you could do to 'run me ragged' as you put it.
Ianto_Jones:
You didn't even leave me when I was sick. You're incredible.
therealcaptjack:
Of course I wouldn't. What sort of man abandons his lover in his hour of need?
Ianto_Jones:
*deadpan* Perhaps heroin would have a different effect.
therealcaptjack:
I'll ignore the heroin bit. *he shrugs* I wasn't going to leave you to figure things out for yourself.
Ianto_Jones:
It was hardly an hour. More like half a year. *quiet* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
*he lightly touches Ianto's face* you're welcome.
Ianto_Jones:
*after a time* I looked at the CCTV. While you were away.
therealcaptjack:
*his hands still again* Did you...? *pause* and?
Ianto_Jones:
I didn't like it.
therealcaptjack:
*he exhales* I'm... sure not. It wasn't pretty.
Ianto_Jones:
*he looks away* I made sure to view more than one entry. It just went on. *he looks back to Jack* I'd like to wipe it, if that's alright.
therealcaptjack:
I wish you didn't look at it, but... maybe you needed to see it.
Ianto_Jones:
I got it over with, I never need to see it again. May I destroy those files. I know it's against Torchwood policy as all evidence and record must remain recovered and intact, but if you'll allow it, I'd like this to be the exception.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* In this, there's nothing to be gained by keeping that.
Ianto_Jones:
*quietly* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
I think it's safe to say... there won't be a repeat.
Ianto_Jones:
*he shakes his head* No. I swore, not another drink as long as I live. There won't be a repeat.
therealcaptjack:
Then I'll delete them. Tomorrow. Don't feel much like getting up.
Ianto_Jones:
*lays himself down again, his head resting on Jack's chest* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
*he rubs Ianto's back again* You're welcome.
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles softly, then* Hey. We were meant to go out, weren't we?
therealcaptjack:
Mmm. I suppose we were. *he tries to pull Ianto up for a kiss* Do you... feel better about things? Lisa... and everything else?
Ianto_Jones:
Some. I'm still scared for her. I wish this hadn't happened.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* I do too, I won't lie. But... we'll deal with it. We'll work through it. That's all.
Ianto_Jones:
I don't know what to do. I usually know what to do.
therealcaptjack:
*softly* I... don't know what to tell you.
Ianto_Jones:
It'll be okay. We'll figure something out. *he's trying to convince himself more than anything*
therealcaptjack:
*he lightly touches Ianto's face* We -will-. I promise, we'll figure something out no matter what.
Ianto_Jones:
How do we fix this?
therealcaptjack:
I don't know. But we'll figure it out. Somehow.
Ianto_Jones:
Okay. Okay. *he settles some* How are /you/, though?
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a little* Worried about you in all honesty. I know you're fine. And I know -we- are fine. But I still worry.
Ianto_Jones:
*Sighs* I've noticed you always do that.
therealcaptjack:
Like I know you worry about me. Like when I go out by myself to hunt Weevils. It's the hazard of loving someone.
Ianto_Jones:
I guess it is. Irrational. I know you can't die. And you know I'm fine.
therealcaptjack:
It is irrational. *pulls him up for a kiss* But it's how we both work.
Ianto_Jones:
Perhaps why we fit?
therealcaptjack:
I think so. *he smiles up at Ianto* So, well, any complaints if we stay in bed for a while?
Ianto_Jones:
Nope. None here.
therealcaptjack:
Bloody fantastic. *he rolls over so he's on top* Any... requests? *smirks* Or should I just distract you for a bit?
Ianto_Jones:
*murmurs, staring up at Jack* The second one.
therealcaptjack:
*he leans down, slowly kissing him* More than willing to do that.
Ianto_Jones:
*through soft breathes* Gofor it.
therealcaptjack:
*he kisses his way down along Ianto's chest, nipping every so often*
Ianto_Jones:
*moans softly every now and again, arching his back up a bit*
therealcaptjack:
*he hovers, enjoying this bit of play. Just touching and kissing and tasting but going no farther*
Ianto_Jones:
*whines softly.* What are you talking about? *read as: why are you speaking and not putting your mouth on my lower body?*
therealcaptjack:
*kisses his abdomen and then, looks up* Well, maybe I lied. Do you... well... want to get it?
Ianto_Jones:
I have no idea. Whatever you're talking about, it's taking up valuable time that could be spent with your hands down my trousers.
therealcaptjack:
*he murmurs against Ianto's abdomen* what do you think I'm talking about? *moves lower, nipping along his inner thigh*
therealcaptjack:
*he slides said hand down Ianto's trousers, wrapping a hand around his length* The ring? What started most of this? *he smirks* or I can go find a cock ring and be done with it. *smiiiiiiirk*
Ianto_Jones:
*his heart pounds a bit when Jack mentions the ring, and then slows again and his cheeks go flush at the second mention of a ring* /Jack./
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles ever so slightly* Yes? Is that a yes to the first or to the second? *pause* or both?
Ianto_Jones:
The..the second. I mean, the second option. The both one.
therealcaptjack:
*he chuckles* Both it is. *there are times when toys in the bedroom can be quite a lot of fun. He rolls off Ianto* C'mon.
Ianto_Jones:
*he just lays there for a minute, recovering. then climbs out of bed, dressing* Where are we going?
therealcaptjack:
*watches him get dressed with a smile* Well, for the second, I know the perfect place... for the first? No bloody idea.
Ianto_Jones:
*tilts his head* Hm. Helpful.
therealcaptjack:
Hey, I know where the sex shops are. the Jewelry stores? Not so much. Where did you go before?
Ianto_Jones:
*scoffs* London.
therealcaptjack:
... right. Well... we'll find something, yeah. *steps toward him and gives him a long kiss* Grab one of the PDAs and run a search.
Ianto_Jones:
*he obliges, and blinks* A few not too far. One only about 15 minutes from here.
therealcaptjack:
*he nods and head toward the SUV, sliding into the Driver's side* give me the directions. *puts the car into reverse and starts driving*
Ianto_Jones:
Yes, sir. *navigates, with precision*
therealcaptjack:
*eight minutes later, they arrive* Fifteen minutes. Pah.
Ianto_Jones:
*grips the side of the oh shit handle, teeth chattering* Eight minutes at breakneck speed. You could've killed us. Must I remind you that I /can/ die? Quite permanently.
therealcaptjack:
*leans across the centre console and kisses him* Knew exactly what I was doing. C'mon. In we go.
Ianto_Jones:
*sighs into the kiss, and is pulled back to reality when jack climbs out of the car. he follows along, nervous as hell, heart pounding*
therealcaptjack:
*he lets Ianto enter, and falls behind a bit. In this, he'll let Ianto take the lead. This is VERY uncharted territory for Jack*
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*even though Ianto has no idea what he's doing either. he looks around, a bit shocked, before a saleswoman approaches them* Can I help you?
Ianto_Jones:
*he blinks to the woman. she's gorgeous and he doesn't know what he's doing. he doesn't know what to say*
therealcaptjack:
We're... uh... *jack rubs the back of his neck* That is to say, well... *mutters* I face down aliens daily... *louder* a ring.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*the woman blinks, and smiles* Well, I might have figured that. Have a seat. *Ianto sits, nervous* *the woman smiles, and looks to Ianto* Do you know her ring size? *Ianto blinks, and looks down. this is borderline painfully awkward*
therealcaptjack:
*without missing a beat, Jack puts a hand on Ianto's shoulder* Solid band. No gem. And his size is an 8.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks a few times, and then catches it, her eyes going a bit wide* Oh. /Oh./ For...I'm sorry, you'll have to forgive me.
therealcaptjack:
Don't worry about it. Just... the one, though.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*Ianto hears this and his eyes search the floor. the saleswoman is now even more confused* O- okay. *she pulls out a velvet pad and guides Ianto's hand to it* Did you have any idea of what you were looking for?
therealcaptjack:
*his thumb lightly rubs Ianto's shoulder, jack standing close to the other man*
Ianto_Jones:
*he murmurs* Jack, you don't have to do this.
therealcaptjack:
I know. that's why I am.
Ianto_Jones:
*he swallows, and looks back to his hand, speaking to the woman, ironically named Gwen.* Uhm. H-how do you mean?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she smiles softly* Silver? Gold? White? Any detailing or smaller gems?
Ianto_Jones:
*he shakes his head lightly* I don't.... I don't know. *looks up to Jack*
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit, standing behind Ianto, murmuring in his ear* whatever you want.
Ianto_Jones:
*sharply* I don't know what I want!
therealcaptjack:
*he blinks and actually takes a step back, saying nothing*
Ianto_Jones:
*he looks up and sees the way Jack recoils, and his face falls. he pulls his hand away from the pad and grabs his hand* No, no, no, that's not how I meant it.
therealcaptjack:
*he moves back toward Ianto once more, pressing against him, his chest to Ianto's shoulder* It's fine. *he points at one. Silver, with some etchings on it* like... that?
Ianto_Jones:
*he blinks, looking at it* That one's nice. But..wait, I don't like the raw edge. Can we get a border on that?
therealcaptjack:
*he looks at the woman, eyebrow raised* well, can you do that?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*he leans his head back a bit, leaning against jack's stomach, and moves his hand back. Gwen is pulling a ring with a border.* silver or gold border? *he thinks* Silver. All one material. *she slides it onto his finger and he bets Jack can feel his heart pounding. She smiles:* "How does that suit?"
therealcaptjack:
*jack smiles at that. It's what he would have chosen. One hand rests on the small of Ianto's back, watching the proceedings.*
Ianto_Jones:
*he nods, and studies it* I don't know.
therealcaptjack:
*Jack can, but he sure as hell isn't going to say anything* It looks good. But your choice.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*he hesitates, then looks to Gwen* May I see some examples of less subtle markings? *she pulls out another pad with multiple etchings designed into rings. he picks up a few and studies them* I'm looking for simple.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles a bit* We can keep looking, Ianto. It's up to you. *he smiles, looking over them as well. Simple is nice. Ostentatious doesn't really suit Ianto in his mind*
Ianto_Jones:
*he finds one with an etched rim, and two small parallel etches around the band, in the middle.* This one. *he looks it over, sliding it on* This is the one.
therealcaptjack:
*he likes it, smiling as he watches Ianto put it on. he might not want to wear one, but he's glad to see Ianto happy* I'm glad.
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles softly, studying it. he murmurs, knowing it's only a dream, and it's way out of range for anything he'd ever let Jack pay for* It's brilliant.
therealcaptjack:
*he draws in a breath* It... looks good on you. *he leans down, lightly kissing Ianto's cheek* We'll take it. Just the one.
Ianto_Jones:
*his heart swells when he hears 'We'll take it', then sinks when he hears 'Just the one.' he nods, leaning into Jack, murmuring* Thank you. *he hates having Jack spend this kind of money on him, he's not used to being pampered, but the meaning of what Jack's doing for him is huge. he wonders if Jack knows how much this means*
therealcaptjack:
*Jack doesn't know what it means to Ianto. He just thinks he's buying something for Ianto, nothing more. He smiles, kissing Ianto this time* You're welcome.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*smiles into the kiss, as the saleswoman looks away to give them privacy. when they finish, Gwen looks to Jack* We can take multiple payments, with half down deposit, that's typically what happens. Any specific route you'd like to take?
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles* That won't be necessary. Will you accept a personal cheque? Or cash?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks, stunned that anyone would even carry that much in cash* Personal..cheque...is fine. *Ianto looks away. he's /almost/ embarrassed by Jack's showy display of his wealth.*
therealcaptjack:
*he nods* Not a problem. *he flashes her a smile, pulling out the checque book and writing her out for the full amount*
Ianto_Jones:
*he studies the ring as Jack pays, quiet* Thank you. Really. *inside he's screaming he loves him, and crying he's so happy. he hasn't been this happy in a very long time. it's a relief*
therealcaptjack:
*he doesn't think about money anymore. He has more than he'll ever need, and he's always getting more. So it's no object to him and that's why he did this for ianto. To make him happy.* You're welcome, lover. *he smiles, kissing him again*
Ianto_Jones:
*he watches Jack slide the cheque across, and his eyes widen at the amount* Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold on.
therealcaptjack:
*he hands the cheque over* What?
Ianto_Jones:
*he makes to pull the ring off* I know you have money, and lots of it, but that is too much.
therealcaptjack:
*he puts his hand over Ianto's to stop him* That's enough of that. It's not too much.
Ianto_Jones:
*he sits back* Jack... *he looks down at his hand*
therealcaptjack:
*he looks at Gwen* Is there somewhere we can talk in private? He and I?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks, and nods, backing up and heading to the back room to leave them alone*
therealcaptjack:
*he looks at Ianto once she leaves* Is it the money?
Ianto_Jones:
What else would it be?
therealcaptjack:
I really don't want to go ten rounds with this here. But... *he sighs* Ianto. Money doesn't -matter- to me.
Ianto_Jones:
*he pauses* I just don't want you to do put this kind of money into this just because. Do you have any idea what you're doing for me?
therealcaptjack:
It's something you want. I have the means to provide it for you. I told you I'd get you a ring.
Ianto_Jones:
Jack, this isn't just something I /want./ I don't just want a shiny expensive piece of jewelry, this /means/ something to me and I don't think it means the same to you.
therealcaptjack:
*he sighs* I know what it means. And just because I'm not getting myself one doesn't mean I don't understand the significance.
Ianto_Jones:
*he just studies him* do you really. understand.
therealcaptjack:
Yes, I do. Ianto, I told you I wouldn't get married, but I'm buying you a ring. Yes, I know what it signifies.
Ianto_Jones:
*he nods, looking down. he's just trying to contain his emotions right now. he leans against Jack, nestling his head in the crook of Jack's neck, shutting his eyes* Thank you.
therealcaptjack:
And I'm sorry I can't purchase one for me as well... but this serves for us. It's the best I can do. *he holds Ianto close, murmuring* You're welcome -- and I love you.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*quietly* I love you, too. *he's relaxing, resting, his head on Jack's shoulder, when he blinks, spotting Gwen the saleswoman peering out at them through a window, confused. he pulls away from Jack, rubbing his neck*
therealcaptjack:
*softly* we okay then? I can buy this for you?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*nods, looking down, awkward as Gwen steps back out, making herself known* Are you gentlemen ready to go, then?
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles at her* Yes, we're ready. and we'll take it.
Ianto_Jones:
*he keeps his distance from Jack, at least a foot, just out of his embarrassment and Gwen's reaction, but he looks down, admiring the ring*
therealcaptjack:
*Jack's oblivious to his awkwardness, taking care of the last of the things with her, though watches Ianto out of the corner of his eye*
Ianto_Jones:
*he doesn't say anything. he doesn't have any word, he doesn't know what to say. he has a ring. from Jack.*
therealcaptjack:
C'mon. *he gets the receipt* let's head back to the Hub. *he leads the way out then pauses* Fuck. I left the register in there. Wait here?
Ianto_Jones:
*he blinks, and nods, just standing outside the door, confused*
therealcaptjack:
*he heads back in* Er, Gwen?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*looks up, smiling* Yes, sir.
therealcaptjack:
*he clears his throat* the same style he purchased. I don't care what size it is. I need a second. And I did NOT just purchase this either. Are we clear on that point?
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she blinks, hesitant, then nods, not quite understanding* Size...doesn't matter?
therealcaptjack:
It's going on a key ring. I'm... well, it's a long story.
Ianto_Jones: and Sales Clerk
*she raises her eyebrows* And this never happened? *she hands him a duplicate of Ianto's, exactly. Size 8. she rings him up but marks the ring half off, for buying two of the same of a VERY expensive ring, and because she loves what he's doing for the young man outside*
therealcaptjack:
*he nods, pocketing the ring* Never happened. And you didn't have to mark it off, but I appreciate it all the same. *he smiles, heading out. he smiles at Ianto* here we are. all set. *holds up the cheque book register*
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles at him as they head to the car, wrapping an arm around his waist and sliding his hand into Jack's back pocket* Ready to go?
therealcaptjack:
*he returns the favour, his hand in Ianto's pocket* Yes, ready to head back. Unless there's anything else you need while we're out?
Ianto_Jones:
Not that I can think of. *he grabs the keys* I'll drive.
therealcaptjack:
*he steals a kiss as Ianto takes the keys* If you insist.
Ianto_Jones:
I do. *he drives them back and has most of his clothes off before he even reaches the tourist office, shoving Jack up against the wall for a rough kiss*
therealcaptjack:
*he's grinning watching Ianto strip as they walk and before he can say anything, he's up against a wall* Well hello the-- *groans low*
Ianto_Jones:
*a hand travels down and slides into Jack's trousers as he kisses him, quick and rough and feverish*
therealcaptjack:
*mumbles against Ianto's lips* someone's anxious. *he grunts, letting Ianto strip him. He won't complain*
Ianto_Jones:
Just a bit. *he nearly tears Jack's shirt off, kissing a trail down his chest*
therealcaptjack:
*his hands fall to his sides, head falling back against the wall with a soft sigh* don't... stop...
Ianto_Jones:
*carefully pulls down Jack's trousers for easier access, fingers digging into his hipbones as he kissed and licked his way through Jack's lower body*
therealcaptjack:
*eyes closed, he threads his fingers through Ianto's hair, glad for the wall for support* -fuck-. Don't stop. More. Want you.
Ianto_Jones:
*he takes him in his mouth, hoping he's repaying Jack for what he did for Ianto today*
therealcaptjack:
*his head falls back and he doesn't even bother to stop the moan. His fingers tighten, keeping Ianto's head still* good -christ-.
Ianto_Jones:
*he delicately teases, keeping Jack close but not quite, letting the energy build up.*
therealcaptjack:
Ianto Jones... I swear to god, if you don't stop teasing, I'm going to fuck you against the desk... *which isn't really a threat is it?*
Ianto_Jones:
*this only encourages him and he traces his tongue lightly around, barely tickling the sensitive skin. he just waits until Jack hits peak*
therealcaptjack:
*better. Much, much better* -Close-. *his hands tighten, body tensing. He's ridiculously close*
Ianto_Jones:
*he waits it out, getting a bit more vigorous towards the end*
therealcaptjack:
*he tries to hold out but he can't and, within a few moments he reaches his peak with a low groan*
Ianto_Jones:
*he swallows and cleans Jack up, standing again with his hands on Jack's hips*
therealcaptjack:
*with a bit of a smirk, he leans forward and kisses Ianto deeply, drawing Ianto against his body*
Ianto_Jones:
*his hands slide back, his arms encircling Jack's waist, biting at Jack's lower lip*
therealcaptjack:
*his tongue sweeps through Ianto's mouth, backing him against the desk* Did forget something while we were out y'know...
Ianto_Jones:
*stumbles slightly, a sharp gasp escaping his lips when his back makes contact with the sharp edge. he grunts, their lips so close that the exhales of Ianto's words become Jack's inhales* What'd we forget.
therealcaptjack:
*murmuring against his lips, hands roaming his body* That cockring. *smirks and kisses him again*
Ianto_Jones:
*his eyes nearly roll back and he's aching for some sort of satisfaction* jesus, /that/ ring.
therealcaptjack:
*his hand runs along Ianto's hip, ignoring his groin* Yeah, that ring. We forgot. *sucks on his lower lip*
Ianto_Jones:
*his lower muscles tighten in anxiousness, he's going to kill Jack for being so close but so far. not that it would do anything*
therealcaptjack:
What was that? *nibbles on his lips again* Or turn around so I can make do on that promise.
Ianto_Jones:
*immediately does an about face, slamming his palms down onto the desk, gritting his teeth*
therealcaptjack:
One would think you didn't want sex. *smirks, reaching for the oil to prepare, kissing the back of Ianto's neck*
Ianto_Jones:
Who said that? I want sex. I definitely want sex.
therealcaptjack:
*chuckles, moving into place behind him* Do you? I can't quite tell... *nips at his ear*
Ianto_Jones:
*near slurs* Mmmm, mhm.
therealcaptjack:
*he grins and, with a final nip to Ianto's ear, finally enters him, hips already rocking and moving*
Ianto_Jones:
*he groans, an arm awkwardly snaking up and over his shoulder to cup the back of Jack's neck*
therealcaptjack:
*he presses himself flat against Ianto, leaning into that hand with a groan, hips working him over as best he can*
Ianto_Jones:
*he grinds lightly against the edge, trying to alleviate some of the built up pressure*
therealcaptjack:
*he reaches a hand around to Ianto's front, stroking him while his hips pound into him*
Ianto_Jones:
*he's getting pleasure in the front and the back and life couldn't be better right now.* Mm... J- Jack.
therealcaptjack:
*he smiles, kissing the back of his neck* Yes, lover?
Ianto_Jones:
Hrm... mm... *he justs his eyes* I just... mm... *he's lost all coherency by now*
Ianto_Jones:
*he groans, trying to hold on. he doesn't want it to end*
therealcaptjack:
*he murmurs in Ianto's ear, hips actually speeding up* Let go, lover. Come for me.
Ianto_Jones:
*he waits it out a bit longer, then obliges, nearly collapsing over the desk, panting. he looks down and notes the redness of his hip-bones from repeatedly slamming into the desk edge. they'll be bruised tomorrow.*
therealcaptjack:
*he reaches his peak with Ianto, collapsing against him and draping his body over Ianto's. He's spent and completely sated*
Ianto_Jones:
*he feels the weight of Jack on him, and pants against the desk, laughing lightly* oh, god.
therealcaptjack:
*he cracks open an eye* hrm...?
Ianto_Jones:
*sighs* Brilliant.
therealcaptjack:
*almost reluctantly, he slides back, grumbling with loss of contact* C'mon. Bed. And we'll see if Owen's here and we can scar him for a few days. *smirk*
Ianto_Jones:
*he whines when Jack lifts his weight, and turns, pressing himself against Jack with his arms around his waist* Must we? Bed, I mean.
therealcaptjack:
*he slides his arms around Ianto, stealing a kiss first* What's wrong with our bed? Where would you rather be?
Ianto_Jones:
*he sighs* Yeah. bed.
therealcaptjack:
*lightly touches Ianto* What's wrong?
Ianto_Jones:
*smiles softly* Nothing. Just, spent. *smiles, softer this time, and kisses him* Let's just go to bed.
therealcaptjack:
*arms around Ianto, he shuffles them through the Hub and down to bed, curling up with his lover and lets his hands roam*
Ianto_Jones:
*he puts his hand over Jack's, staring at the ring. he doesn't take it off*
therealcaptjack:
*he hides the smile, watching Ianto. It's been a while since Ianto's looked this happy and content. He says nothing, just 'sleeps'*