entry the eighth
okay, so the seventh didn't get titled.
omg, the senior's have only got 5 days left, i'm gonna cry! i'm going to miss seeing them every day, and i hope this isn't the last time i'll see most of them, some of them, to tell the truth, i could care less. Thomas said the best thing to me today, he said, "i'm glad your back" and i responded that i hadn't gone anywhere, but he replied, "you're happy again, the way you used to be, the way i remember you" and gave me the biggest hug. I felt so loved and cared about, not forgotten about or left out, it was the BEST feeling. He won't read this, he's hardly ever online, but i thank him for making me feel that way. Very rarely do i get a chance to feel that way, unfortunately, so it makes the times i do extra special. I'm going to miss him so much, maybe even most of all. Mikey, he and i are just getting closer, but at least he has no plans for his future and is planning to just stay here! (lol, good and bad) ugh, i guess i'm vowing to stay positive and in a pleasant and cheery mood all week until i have to say goodbye and make the most of my last week with them. And if anybody reading this has a crush on Mark Oden, speak up b.c he says the only girls he ever dates are the ones that come up to him, so last chance, not that anybody does, just thought i'd through that in.
omg, the senior's have only got 5 days left, i'm gonna cry! i'm going to miss seeing them every day, and i hope this isn't the last time i'll see most of them, some of them, to tell the truth, i could care less. Thomas said the best thing to me today, he said, "i'm glad your back" and i responded that i hadn't gone anywhere, but he replied, "you're happy again, the way you used to be, the way i remember you" and gave me the biggest hug. I felt so loved and cared about, not forgotten about or left out, it was the BEST feeling. He won't read this, he's hardly ever online, but i thank him for making me feel that way. Very rarely do i get a chance to feel that way, unfortunately, so it makes the times i do extra special. I'm going to miss him so much, maybe even most of all. Mikey, he and i are just getting closer, but at least he has no plans for his future and is planning to just stay here! (lol, good and bad) ugh, i guess i'm vowing to stay positive and in a pleasant and cheery mood all week until i have to say goodbye and make the most of my last week with them. And if anybody reading this has a crush on Mark Oden, speak up b.c he says the only girls he ever dates are the ones that come up to him, so last chance, not that anybody does, just thought i'd through that in.